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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Because I am So Addicted







After me and my high-school buddies went to Jean husband's wake, Huny and I went to the nearest 24/7 convenient store at our place. The buddies have had a plan of going to our friends bar and drink The bar lolz. Since I posted on my Eminent 8 post and I mean it, that I finally graduated from my vices, Huny and I decided not to go with them. I will only serves  their dead kid(kj) on the fun if I am not going to toast with them. So there was it. Huny and I bought ice creams. Early days last week I was really craving for an ice cream date. Since huny was not that into ice cream and I cannot pursue him to have an ice cream date more than twice a week. (Huny doesn't love much ice creams and sweets,he prefer spicy and salty one.) That night he gave what I am addicted to. He bought me 3 half gallons of different flavors and 3 drumsticks and 3 cream sticks..yey! It's a very very happy dawn.And I empty it all..hahaha..Voraciously me! He shared with me a little then contented watching me eating ice creams while watching One Piece episodes. Later after I am done just realize that it was quite too many and felt sleepy after..I am now expecting gaining weight again.hehehehe Actually honestly writing here, I am not yet contented (grabeh noh!)of what I ate. I was craving for a blizzard of DQ but since here in our place there was no DQ shop that's why he preferred to bought me different flavors instead.But then again that fills my hunger for that dawn into ice creams.











Thursday, September 10, 2009

I will be Carefull then

I have posted here not so long ago about selling my previous phone. I do love that phone but it doesn't meet my expectations at all. At one time I thought that it would be the best(alternative to iphone ) among the rest. Fortunately having it and using it for about a month sent me to a conclusion and a geek decision of it was not really meant for me that I have to let it go. So then I now know the phrases " be careful what you wish for".. It also serve to me a lesson that not all what I saw was true and can always provide convenience. I admit I am some kind of a dumb on techy stuff. Though not for everything but most of it. And to feed my head I always visit techy sites to be informed basically.For this instance,I am indeed little bit guilty for letting it go knowing that it was a gift to me by my beloved. But the idea of selling it still came from the person who gave it itself. He always want to make me happy. He always wanted to give me the so called fulfillment and if by chance the contentment itself. Though I am not showing it or complaining for the hassles the former phone gave to me, he still sensed that I was not really happy with it. I wished to keep it as long as I can but since it was suggested by him, no need for me to deny nor hide what I really wanted. Since he knew what possibly could make me happy and contented then it was replaced with a brand new Sony Ericsson T700. Which now I for surely will keep and if possible will be forever.Thanks for the patience Hun. Thanks for being kind. I so lurve the new one.
Promise to take care of it. And I will never ever buy a replacement for these until you buy me again.Lol

Monday, June 29, 2009

Feeling of Bored


I have a very happy and non-complicated life, I have a good job yet I felt like somethig is missing..I don't know why I felt this kind of feeling.. I was looking for something new, yet I don't know what specifically is..I just feel like I want to be into something I never been and I am in a grudge to be with it immediately... I am aiming too high, I am being greedy to opportunities (I guess)Blood of being a risk-taker attacking on me again..... Maybe because I again had people who believes a lot in me..I never loses them but for some reason i do need to be separated to them... They were giving me again an urge to aim high.. I admit as I have my hon with me I learned to dream of simple things, simple happiness and simple success.. Because he thought me that way, being simple and having simple life would make people to be contented... Now i wanted to pursue my old plans, partially regardless of being physically separated to honey,.. But I do have this mind-setting that it is for us.. Not being selfishly deciding but its for real, it would both benefited us and both our family especially his.. As we go along our journey together I witnessed what are the things he needed to settle first, I once said that I am a family oriented upraised that's why I do understand the needs he needed to fulfill first. He did ask for marriage and our plan for our wedding was already in the process and were on about of preparing for that grand day of us. I know that thing could wait.. Another more year, two or three.. I now wanted to pursue career abroad, I now wanted to continue my own direct career.. I even wanted to plan for her younger sister's future(my bad I know but I just felt that way, my opinions,suggestions and decisions even if its for his family was always been regarded).. For so many times I have been and keep on experiencing how God has been so good to me, if He still would give me the opportunities which is I am expecting I'll be glad and so very thankful for it.. My dreams includes everybody around me.. I surely assure all the people I love especially those who trust and believe in me would be benefited as I decide..I just wanted to breath my thoughts and confusions I am feeling now..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

He's really making up


Huny is really making up..that grand life and everything as follows, i am not that tough not to be touch by his acts.. he told me sincerely that he itself was traumatized on what he did, what he suffer upon doing such foolishness.. I'm not at the stage of believing everything came out of his mouth but i am in the process of learning to trust him little by little.. he told me rather proposed to me to get married next year at exactly our anniversary..a church wedding at Rogationist College with his Best friend Priest Father Mariano Rondael to conduct the ceremony also famously known as Father B. He wanted to settle down with me, and deeply promised not to see for any other girl but me..Haixx as I was planning to review for my Nursing Liscensure Exam at Baguio with Bru there such this feeling of worries he might be again did the same mistake, but i have no choice but to trust him,i told him once is enough, no two nor three.. he only got one last chance and it's over.. i felt it was all a mistake, devoting myself to one person i just thought felt the same to me..he said he do, but now i don't believe.. as of now i was just letting things pass by to forget and heal me.. i am a different person.. indeed i know how unique i was... i can be so much loved someone and i can cursed i hated much..i am an extreme when i was hit emotionally..things will go on its better way.. i am praying for..Huny keep doing everything to be forgiven, and i still love him so, i think i will never forget what had happen but i can put it aside to make everything alright..

story behind my silent deppression

March 29, 2008
Story Before my Graduation Day..



look at you dull headed Sharlette Romero

compare to me? huh! you are dreaming dear!!

I am born tough, kahit di ko na kaya, kelangan kaya pa rin... i hate awa..badly hate that thought.. i am in deeply hurt for all the trials had given.. i am different person.. i am unique.. after feeling that my life was really a grand here comes another revelation that really hurt me bad and fill my heart of anger... he actually let me believe that it was just a bitch chat mate, call mate.. never held her hand, never been together solely, but as i courted the bitch Sharlette Romero as Jasper Loem, she told me everything they (My hubby and the Bitch) had done.. now i know what was the "good things we have done"she's pertaining to into her flirty mails on my hubby... really got into trouble knowing that.. the moment we try to fix our problem the bitch Sharlette did on us i told huny that i will forget what had happen forgive him just tell me everything about it.. he really didn't tell any knowing that it's possible that i may know all of that shit because Sharlette is falling to Jasper(me).. well Sharlette really don't have brain.. sya mismo naglaglag ng sarili nia directly sa akin.. poor parents, they were upbringing a moron bitch.. lack of common sense and right feeling and attitude as well puro arte and gimik ang alam...also got the information that she was a professional cheater.. she really a terrible frustrated.. i understand cause she's not pretty, she had a good height but not a good posture,, a supposed to be nice skin but unmanageable and she wasn't even a fashionista..she's a certified fashion victim.. she's a dull headed bitch... compare urself dear..a terribly frustrated to have a boyfriend..don't ever imagine that you will gonna be loved by my huny... i set a date with the bitch as Jasper to meet her and confront her and also huny wanted to tell her how she was that flirt..in front of me.. never told huny to say this or that but say the truth on her face.. meeting her is grand feeling.. devilish on me..here's exactly what he told:

  • Hubby: hindi ko alam bakit andali mong maniwala
  • Hubby: maxado ka kasing malandi, kahit sino papatulan ka madali ka kasing makuha
  • Hubby: hindi ikaw ang tipo ng babaeng mamahalin ko
  • Hubby: asawa ko lang ang mamahalin ko, nagpatukso ko sayo dahil nga ang dali mong pasakayin
  • Hubby: pasensya kn kung pinaglaruan lang kita
  • Hubby: ikaw pa humahabol saken..
  • Sharlette Romero: Sorry po..
  • Me: Malandi k kasi
  • Me: bilang Jasper naramdaman ko na malandi ka talaga.
  • Me: naiintindihan ko na asawa ko kung bakit napilitan sya na patulan ka..
  • Sharlette: Sorry po..

.. i know i am mean but not that mean.. i was just hurt and wanted to get even,, aside from it i believe in Karma.. Wait for your turn, and hopefully makayanan mo not being one of the patients at Pavilion 35 of National Center for Mental Heath..
I am the most evil lady you've ever met, i maybe dying soon but never gonna forgive and forget what you have caused on me..i cursed you Sharlette Romero..

Monday, March 16, 2009

My Life is Grand

love you hon and thanks so much..i am sooooo happy..a tiring, exhausting day yet so so so happy day... it supposed to be an escape gimik..hehehe it shouldn't be with my Hon.. well not totally an escape i guess, it's just that Huny have something to do in their house and can't spend weekend with me, But since Huny is addicted to me, least to think of his family(not my fault pls)... Bru and I spent the whole nigth talking about everything under our roof.. hehehe.. well it's a matured talk then, unlike before when i am having a chat with Bru seems i was looking back on my younger days to cope to her, But now, she definitely grown up.. she talk more sense and think more for her family.. that's how we spent the whole night waiting for the dawn.. funny when we were about to took a shower, that was the time we were then sleepy.. hahaha 5 minutes to go we were about to prepare.. As always Huny wake up late.. prepared to slow and walk too slow.. hayyy.. but i am used to it.. we attend the 7:30 am mass at St. Anthony's Boys Village, Fr. Carmelo acknowledge me and Bru and tell a ridiculous tragic story...about the five students victim of a vehicular accident... It's bru's first time on SABV but not me, different now is i am not alone fascinated and still at the place where Huny spent his 8 years of life..hehehe.. Fr. Carmelo invited us to join their breakfast but i don't know why huny and C2 refused.. but when Fr.B arrived from the mass outside SABV and ask nor commanded Felix to join breakfast no one says no..hahaha..



seems like new in the place, we've almost tried the best stuffs in there, one of those was the horseback riding.. we spent about an hour or two enjoying the adventure




so so so happy.. that's why seems so late updating my blog.. wish seems granted..although that late..hehehe..

Friday, February 13, 2009

Heart Month and the Heart Season

  • it's February, the heart month...earlier before the heart month wasn't that celebrated most of the people in the country(Philippines)..Celebrated but not that obviously..often times before, only young lovers celebrating it..though we have here the feast of hearts day which was named The Lovapalooza... This was celebrated or held at the specific scheduled mall every year since five years after and done by locking of lips of lots of lovers/couples on the hearts night or eve conjoined by the beautiful fireworks presentation and awesome programs..


the feast started year 2004 sponsored by the leading toothpastecompany (Close Up)..

on the first year the event held 5,327 pairs participated..



As surveys and news said year 2005 was the record breaking year reached almost 5,700 pairs attended which was the reason to be included on the Guinness book of world records

5,986 pairs on the following year




6,124 pairs on 2007



and almost 7,000 pairs on the year 2008.....

Can we ever imagined it..it was counted as pairs..whoa! what a great number of Pinoy kissed..hehehe hmm what to expect this year?.. Filipinos are really born romantics...

For how many years of being with huny, we never ever went to that event..we have nothing against of it but only our schedules didn't fit to attend on..if we were only be given enough free time we would be one of the thousands present in that Lovapalooza..but that thing doesn't matter on us that much..we solemnly, privately (hihihi)simply but meaningful celebrating our every hearts day.. for the record and experience as well, huny and i thinking of be present on it by tomorrow.. but still not yet sure..hayyy...as my pre- valentine gift to huny i gave him a little cute stuff.. i gave him Patrick with a card..Spongebob's best friend.. huny is my Spongebob and I am his Patrick..hehehehe..Patrick never leaves Spongebob no matter how Spongebob done such foolishness and faults unto his friend..Patrick stays at his side and remains forever a friend..My real life Spongebob did something foul but I was here, still here to be his Patrick..not in a sense of being a millennium martyr just being a good housewife to my husband..besides it only happens once..one is enough..and also my Spongebob is a wise man..one word is enough for all that matters..


ohh before i forgot.. it's our group mates birthday today..if my readers would remember, Kevin Merluza..Happy birthday pare!...



and also today hmmm..yipee.. my good old classmate friend whom courting my bru is now finally a lovers..hehehe..quiet expected but still I am happy for them..I know Jayson wouldn't hurt Bru.. and if Bru would do vice versa..hmmmm.. all out still on Bru's side..wuahaha (i know i'm mean)..so much touched with Yson's effort..Straight from graveyard shift work from Paranaque Manila to Marikina City just to give his presents to Bru..Too much effort award!!..and because i am a great gossip just on our group ha i know and I've seen what he(Yson) had given..he gave a awesome Garfield stuff..(bru is fond of cats obviously!..) with the flowers(as the spirit of hearts day)hahaha and i thought that was all.. on the way on the cab, he gave Bru a letter in a glass tube sealed together with an anklet..whoa!..he's so sweet...aside from that surprises he treated me all the way and fun at G4 ..He forgets he was dead tired just to be with bru!..aw!..He also brought Bru nearby home..hihihi(not at home)ssshhhh!...Astig!.. great moves Dude!!

Happy Valentines DAy



Sunday, February 1, 2009

i am a happy born..

at first quite hesitant...

both unsure if to go or not to go to..(bayantel..hehe)

hmmmm.. this is it... 300 php should be consumed well
first shot on the rails..hahaha
this guy was so cool and funny..so real..

unlimited turn shows in the yellow badge on my wrist


so what if problems keep crushing me down..now even before i don't give any care to those prob..i can't resolve it by mocking alone..there's so many things to enjoy in my life..hahaha this is kHa! a freelancer! a happy adventurous jolly being!..as what pit bull says "go on girl!"..hurray..thanks to ever dearest bru for being with me all through my rough journey
my fingers are freezing yet we love it on ice.. trying hard..


.. alabyu bru!..
it's my first time on the rink..i never knew how.. i know how is it to be when it comes to roller blades but not on ice skating.. it serves as my strength hehehe i can do it..someone dear commented on us, we looks like penguins on the rink..hahaha we loves bars and walls(for safety purposes..)hahaha we have a lot of so called real life bloopers...i really enjoy that day.. ooopppss Jayson my old friend colleague and my soul mate's ex- boyfriend now bru's suitor and hopefully future guy..hahaha cross finger... we also love the cam fone..sony Ericsson's k770i ..love it..were so gorgeous in every shots no matter angle..hahaha(chime on trouble)*wink

break time.. shots!
Jayson chilling yet patiently waited us..hahaha
Gorgeous..

Sunday, January 25, 2009

i am tough i know i can

all these time though had a lot of probs, i try my best as much as possible to enjoy life still.. problems can't make me ruined my everything..still i can enjoy..unlike before facing or forgetting problems means drinking liquor, not now,not at all...during tough times i miss my guys, the drinks, the laughs the comforts.. but i know its different now, although they were still there and willing to accompany me, it wasn't a fine thoughts for me..i am so much thankful to all my peeps willingly offered their company to be with me in times of my sadness and trials..as you've always known, kha is kha..joyful, tough and a warrior..hehehe.. don't worry too much i can handle.. its a matter of acceptance to end it all then..the intervention?..hmmm let it be..wanna enjoy first!...how i missed in playing at inflatable giant balloons!..i really love it so much but unfortunately most of the inflatable balloons were only for kids..(i know i am now an adult but i still have the child in me)lol..thanks so much to "ate" the one who was in charge in it..she let us play and enjoy at the Adrenalin Rush at Mall of Asia!..


see..never shows, i was in deep depression..hehehe


tired of jumping around..pose(lol) for a break..*wink*


trying my verzio cam..


ever fave kero keropi now we've finally met hihihi

Saturday, January 24, 2009

There are Really Born Bitches on Earth


I've been a lazy blogger cause i am really sick!.. recently lots of conflicts crushing our relationship into the ground ..it wasn't yet fix at all but we were trying to do so..huny admits his mistakes and making up for all, but still i don't know why but i am not over it.. my hubby cheats!..he cheated on me..he wanted to justify that it wasn't really a cheat for giving me a reason that his realization comes beforehand that he can do to really cheat on me..before anything get worst he stopped and leave it as if it did not happened..but unfortunately i was a good researcher..accidentally i saw the mails and the accounts..it is way back 3 months ago, tho mails shows how he quits and only the girl keep on insisting to have a relationship with him..pursuing herself..the girl knew he was committed yet keep insisting.. what a shame on a nursing student of Manila Doctors to act that way..Be a mistress of a married man, offering herself willingly..to think that she was that young..a 19 year old bitch!..as huny have known that i found it out he keep explaining that he never continues..that if only i read the girls mail..but then for me he still cheats.. i don't know how to work it out now that i don't have enough trust on him.. but he asks for a second and last chance, I'm willing to give besides i have to think of how many struggles we've been through and i know this is just another obstacles in a couples life..
another conflicts that made it more serious and a hilarious fight.. a photo with another different bitch!..I'm not that malicious to photos but this time its different.. the girl had her score on me proving that she was flirting with my guy..huny was born super gentleman to females on earth..also not a malicious person in all of his acts and he also telling me everything everyday regarding how the girl her workmate behaves..he look it as a type of person that her workmate is what she was used to be to everybody and nothing more..but i never see it on the same way he saw..she was a certified flirt..she's a single mom, with a boyfriend(not the father of her son) now and a girlfriend too(a lesbian).. i will never ever going to trust her.. she keep on reigning her pride by saying that i am jealous at her..hmpf! ambisyosa! i have a lot more than her , then why should i?.. i approached her telling my thoughts about the pix but she reacts violently, and he also ask for his bf's support on pestering me.. she and her dumb boyfriend can't understand anything on what i am saying.. they act like bystanders.. un-etiquette and no values.. mind to all those who read this i found the picture on the page of the bitch, huny told neither he knew nor informed that her workmate was going to upload it..and upon seeing the picture the bitch hold the camera shutter... now then whose flirting?.. it wouldn't be that a big deal if only before she acts she respects people or be mindful to what others might say or think.. if she and her guy are that dumb then i can do nothing about it..poor people not blessed with brains..


Friday, January 2, 2009

Holidays Escapades






instead of enjoying the holidays at our own vicinity(Calabarzon area) Huny and i prefer to sneak out into the rush busy hours of the city..while these parks celebrating or showing their own themes of the season..Ive been here at Serendra since the first time I knew it exist, but still I was always fascinated by its beauty,ambiance and atmosphere...I love capturing every site I was really fascinated to..I know I am not a photogenic type that's why myself wasn't included in some pictures..but i was craving for this shots..just a satisfaction for me..hehehe..actually these shots were incomplete..our shots from TGIF was deleted accidentally..(tsk..tsk..tsk..) that was the only shots that me and Huny had..that view from the top was taken when i was at 8th floor veranda of the Serendra Condo...the place was like a village mall..whoa!whoa!whoa! can't wait to get back here with my friends, but sadly it wasn't be these awesome for sure..hehehe

Thursday, January 1, 2009

2009 Resolution


have read on Happily ever after blog, she was asking an ideas about a resolution...well a s i was reading her post, i thought about mine..what was my new years resolution?..hmmm.. i often made that thing..most of the time if i decided this thing was my new years resolution but still i can't do it, follow it..it only giving me a hard time and guilt for myself..hehehe...but seriously now i have one..only one..due to the past arguments and conflicts with huny i promised myself to do this even if it's not a new year season..i promised to myself that as much as possible i will never get jealous..i was a victim of flirt ladies on my past relationship..no matter how my man was faithful but due to some instances which flirts made i was trapped in a situation wherein i was the one left out..i explained to Huny that he can't blame me if i haven't giving him my full trust though we were staying together that long..i was always worried.. he never stops explaining me that not all men are pigs..so far i can justify it with him but still i am afraid...My Huny is an irresistible guy,hardworking, handsome,gentleman,kind,polite etc..almost all of good traits wear by Huny..that's why i am a lot worried...i trusted him but not his environment..maybe its the resulted phobia due to my experiences...he told me just to trust him,that he is indeed a lot different from the others..from my past..haayy..it's really a hard thing for me but i have to take a risk,besides little by little he was proving his words..cross finger with prayers(lotS) i am now ready..

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The best conversation of all times..

this picture taken last year December..same Christmas season.. as i can say last year was the toughest year passed in our life(me and huny)..we have been given so much trials and burden as well....but after all we've been through it and keeping the trust,support and love alive... i don't know what's within this season why we are always on rough road of our journey...This year we again had a lot of misunderstanding that lead us not to be together during our 28th month together which is also a Christmas eve..it makes me feel hurt a lot, thinking the whole day without him..i have post that i was thinking hilariously..recently our misunderstanding have been more deeper and complicated.. words said had been more hurtful unlike before..no one surrenders, no one drops precious pride.. gladly at the end before our day officially ends he decided to fix it all.. forget and start again..let the hurtful words spoken vanished by ones forgiveness..(that's what he always taught to me)..we celebrate the eve together, with forgiveness in our hearts and love to each other.. last night we had a very very best conversation of all times.. we talked as if we never talked before..we talked like strangers..from the beginning of our life together until the present life we had and our future life together..we never had this kind of conversation..Huny always says yes, nod and just let me be the one to lead..his my good follower... but now he speaks, he ruled and he says what's on his mind..then award! our problems were now solved!...nothing best solution rather than a very best conversation..hehehe.. i love you huny..Happy Holidays!!..i will upload our latest pic if i got it from his phone..wink*


Thursday, December 18, 2008

My wish list???

We had our group party. And as part of it we had this thing called monito monita in modern version. There’s a wish list indicated. Nice isn’t it? Were opt to celebrate this because it’s almost vacation and everyone is so excited in going home. But we’re not going to postponed it because this was the last Christmas I guess we will be celebrating together with as a group group. This thing must happen!!..hehehehe… funny while we were fixing about the monito monita with a wish list, I can’t think of any thing to write on..i don’t know exactly what I wanted.. Either my wish cannot be that easily granted by my group mates or I just don’t wish anything.. I feel so blessed and lucky.. I’m not financially stable but I know I am happy.. I have lots to wish for but I can’t think of any.. material things?.. I dunno why I am not craving for it.. all this time as I felt like I was indeed committed I can say I became more matured. Matured enough to think of the future..i even think of Lhekkz’ family.. Maybe because I am aware that lhekkz was the eldest and he supposed to be the one responsible for his family..i even think how would he finance for the family..I know it wasn’t my problem at all I am just a girlfriend..why should I bother myself thinking about those stuffs.. I even wonder to myself why . maybe I always see me and lhekkz as couple, that we are one and he’s responsibility was also mine..though I had the least responsibility because I am the youngest in our family..i just realized awhile ago, I shouldn’t be thinking of it.. I shouldn’t be focusing my life unto him, his family and us.. we are just simple unstable lovers.. he don’t even think of me belonged to his plans.. he even didn’t think the same as I was.. I know he was not that vocal to his plans but he never say any.. I am now awaken to the truth that love wasn’t that possible and enough to build your future life..my future life.. I had to focus on my own separately..i try not to focus on it..not be hurt just proceed..let him do the task..let him do what he wanted.. I’m tired..i’m going to be used to it.. I am badly hurt but who cares at all??.. I am the only one set this sitch on my own.. that’s why me. Myself and I ow suffering alone.. I tried to change.. be more concerned of others, done of being self centered, but I was abusing myself.. I almost forgot myself..i should be taking care of..this is how I feel.. it sucks but I can’t do any but to punish myself for what I have settled..

Saturday, December 13, 2008

I won!!


tired of doing household chores and in addition to it also painting my room..Mom told me to buy something for merienda..though tired and felt like wasted, still compose myself of going out..people in our place not seemed used of seeing me around... that's why almost everybody staring at me as I walk..as if I am not living my life at our place..as if i am a stranger..but on the second thought, i feel hot and pretty..hahahaa...(lakas!!) everyone and everybody stares at me PASSIONATELY and AMAZINGLY..Got confused first if I wore my bra(hehehe)(though I'm not used of loosing one even at bedtime)..If my hair was ridiculous and if i wore different pairs of slippers..if i have another nose..a third eye visibly.. a large ears or just that HOT...hehehehe...Well then that was i worried after,when arrived back at home... i never cared for them..their thoughts, what they say and their comments.. I don't mind them... perhaps only a familiar face I saw who stared me.. It's my dream!!.. to be stared by that person passionately and full of regrets loosing me!! hahaha I'm not after on a revenge but I feel Glorious Victory!!.. That person who hurts me most and leave me broken and scattered!.. I'm over him.. He was forgiven but not forgotten.. i don't know the relevance of it but i know I'm not a bitter one! I'm happy and thankful..He is one of the people whom thought me a lot in life..My soul mate Julie knew about it..and she also suggested the best song i would dedicate to that person..it's stronger by R.V...he was driving along with I guess his wife with, we're on opposite direction that leads our eyes met..and still i know the same person as before..what he express thru his eyes..and i stand proud not smiled at him but let him felt i ignore him..and I won!.. I know..and I feel it...actaully it's not the first time that i did it..the difference this time was I just let him feel I intended ignoring himmunlike before I am pretending that not seeing him..as often our paths met..
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Sunday, September 21, 2008

i feel the same

"hindi nio nmn alam lahat
pero kung mkapagsalita kau akala nio my alam talaga kau!
wlang nakakaalam ng totoong nararamdaman q
ok lang aq sa nakikita nio
un ang akala nio
kea kahit kelan d nio q maiintindihan!
kahit cno!lahat kau!lahat kau!"
words that hit me!..i don't know why but it really hits!..whoever said this phrases, i agree with you..its hard to be alone!..I've talk with my old frend, She says no matter how many people surrounds her the feeling of emptiness and loneliness she always wear! not only pertaining to her lovelife but the whole life she's within!i pity her!..i must not but i can't help!..i'm proud she's still surviving..and still continuing the life journey!
empty and alone..