Please Excuse Me This Time

I don't want to write anything negative on this blog since I was about to start to regain its rank. But situations pushing me through to write this one. Instead of being mean straight to them, to the person,  I chose to be a little nicer as I decided to write it here instead. Yes! I am nice as of this moment. Husband thought me a lot of good things and attitude to keep to myself. Maybe this is one of those he did influenced to me. But I can't stand it anymore. He had this guy so called friend who always bugging him to drink liquor every time he feels like. Wtf! Take note EVERY TIME HE FEELS LIKE DRINKING! He ain't even a real friend. Hubby is just doing this thing "pakikisama" and this guy is abusing him to the maximum level. This guy took advantage lots of services we had here in our business such as movie downloads, porn, wifi etc. I can take it still. Although this guy has no reputation of a good person in our place. I am not being judgmental I am just stating what I've heard about him. If he is hubby's friend from high school I doubt if I will write this kind of post in here.  What he did tonight, he came here with HIS VISITOR( HIS VISITOR) which both hubby and I and even mom don't know who and where the hell it came from. It's like that we (the place is in our house)were going to accommodate persons we didn't know! I know the blame isn't only about to them but of coarse to my husband too and he knew it. He knew that I am PISSED OFF!

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Missing Each Other Much

 We have been together for years, I wonder how  come we did not yet felt the feeling of boredom to each other. hahaha.. I am not wishing for it to come I am just wondering. Full straight three and a half years, literally everyday were together no missed. The first time we haven't been together was last April 2010 when his work demand for a travel to Cebu. It was the first time for three weeks away and we both feel sad about it. It even made him thought that he wanted to refused to his boss. But I disagreed to his idea. I explained that sooner or later we both need to hug changes in our living. It's not always about us. He gladly accepts and went to Cebu. But our communication was nonstop. We had text messages, ym or even skype and there were a lot of  times he called in a day. Expensive addiction (lol). 

Especially now when we found out I am pregnant he misses me more and more.He always wanted to be by my side.He wants to always come home here at Cavite. But it's impractical again and his health will be compromised. I strictly scheduled his day when to come home and stay at our apartment. Since he continued paying the apartment, he must took the advantage of it.It's not that I don't want him to be home I just don't want to compromise his health. His gaining too much weight but not healthy. That's because lack of enough rest from commuting 3-4 hours going home.But every time he comes home I felt a different happy feeling whenever his around. Maybe that's how we love each other much. ^_^..No sawa factor!

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It's Back!

It so good to know that BC Blogger is back again! Since my blog is in its lowest momentum as of these days, it's perfectly timing to join at this meme hosted by Paula. I hope and pray that finally I can commit with this meme. To gain traffice for my blog and gain more friends. Friends that I never imagined will be for real all through miles.

For this week question 

“What is one tool, tip, secret (or whatever it may be) that you have discovered  that has helped you in your blogging and would like to share to others?” 
Hmmm.. For me it's the adgitizing tool. Adgitize not only help me to have 100 clicks a day but also the easiest way to blog hop. Since most of the bloggers listed in adgitizing tool were those that also listed in my blogroll. In that way I keep my promises of a daily visit plus the fact that in the future it provides me earnings.


What about you? Join us and share a secret that all of us will be benefited..hihihi

Our Sponsors for this week are:

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One Two Step

Things are different now. It's totally different. I remember when Tata said before "iba na talaga buhay namin ni Joey simula nung araw na nalaman namin" (Things are different since the day Joey and I fopund out.) It's different feeling. Feeling a new adventure and path to take seriously. Now I understand what they means. Huny is more excited than me. More exaggerated than me. Extra caring than me. Sometimes I wanna feel like he's just caring extra of me because of the precious. Not solely and directly me. But that silly thought easily vanished whenever I hear him say a single word. He changed a lot. More mature and more of a man now. He's not a boy now. He knows now. I wanna thank Him how much he changed our life now. Hope and pray that everything is for good .
Thank you dear God. Hope you continue blessed me and huny and my now little family.

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I Cried A Lot Last Valentine

That title is really true! I cried a lot last heart's day! Technically it's already 15th of February. I came from Cavite since every weekend I am coming home to look for mom, the business and other errands. Huny texted me first minute of the valentine's day. He greeted me and say sweet words and an "I love you" to end the message. By then I am currently with Tata having a drinking session because it her late husband year internment every V day. I disregard the message and didn't even try to respond back. Morning when I wake up Huny again texted me greeting again but a different message this time. He texted me "saan mo ko treat? V day ngayon..hehehehe" (where are you going to treat me? It's Valentines Day today). I am then at work and replied "wow ha! sige ok lang daanan mo ko dito sa office dinner tayo p.s kahit letter lang masaya na ko mahiya ka lang sken wuahahahaha"(Whoa! okay pick me up here at my office then we will be having a dinner date p.s an effort for a letter will be fine for me hahahaha..)

As usual he didn't replied! Then he picked me up and had a dinner date at KFC in front of my office. Then he go to work after sending me to the terminal to our way home. 

Arrived home at 1 am. I am afraid when putting up keys cause I heard sounds. I knew that we were shutting down the breaker before any of us leaves home. Finally I opened the door with wet shaking hands. Then sounds become clear, it was our themesong "Panalangin" by Apo Hiking Society palying as background. Near the door before I lock I saw a small bear sitting.

It has a letter that says "Marry me na please!" Turning to the table I saw a heart chocolate cake  with our very first picture together, a flower petals in a metal cage like  and again a letter. 

 I hurriedly called him while crying. I was so touched. Really with presence of background music I cried much!.. Blaming him why he didn't tell me about something at home. He just answered me "I love you Huny". I thought that's all.

 

When I entered the room, I was about to get my pajamas, I saw this rose. Again I am so overwhelmed. I felt that its too much. I only ask for a letter. I have a lot now!

 

I planned to call him again after  I changed to my pajamas. When I entered the comfort room somethings waiting for me. I can't take it anymore I am too much full of love,amazement, surprised. I now then have a cold because of all these. 

 

This really made me again cry a river. I was then compiling all the surprise in the table and decided to take rest. I was then fixing the bed and about to text when I felt this hard thing under the pillow.

I said to myself this is too much I need to call him again for second time. My speech of thanks to him. This made my Valentines more more special. With colds and swollen eyes on work day after .

This how my Heart's Day this year!

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Talking About Reality and Immorality

This post seems to be a blind item..hihihihi I don't want to post this on facebook, it might reached the unreachable.

But no kidding this is true.

Whether the "it" is a girl or guy, it doesn't matter I don't want to drop gender especially name because I know the "it " will knew about this.

 I had this conversation with a good friend.I think so. We talk about everything seemed so light and opinionated in the way we look things and stuff of  real life. We met halfway on the topic of immorality and truth in life. We shared the same opinion . 

But this it friend seemed to be  a different person in front of all. Or rather the it, is absolutely presenting a different itself while having conversation with us. The inconsistency of what the it's opinion was so clear.I am wondering if the it could be a good or a bad person enough to be trusted. I somehow trusted the it because I knew the it on its bad with no pretensions and not even trying too. I wonder if I can hold on the it's words, perceptions shared and facts that I have learned from the it, believing and knowing the it in a different way. By the way I have known the it in it's  worst itself. I guess so.

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I'm With You

I'm with you through thick and thin, sickness and health, richer and poorer. Seemed to be a vow in a wedding but for me it's a promised we said to each other the very first day we found that we're in love.

Seems like a title of Avril Lavigne's song?. It's my word to him. He was afraid of his minor operation. First time on his life and as much he wanted not to undergo, I chose and insists  him to do it now. He undergone an appendectomy, it is  minor surgery but later part will become a major if not threatens. It was Wednesday last week when he complaint of stomach ache. He even asked me to soothe the pain by massaging it. As a nurse by profession I first assessed him. I know and I doubted it that it was not just a simple stomach pain. The pain started in his lower right quadrant/side of the stomach, radiating and has rebound tenderness. I refused to massage instead convince him to have a check-up. Bull's eye! I knew it that his appendix is inflamed. Right away at the emergency room the physician discuss the nature of appendicitis. The treatment and complication if not treated. He looks flushed and I know he's afraid. I utter this word " I'm with you" . He smiled and held my hand. Somehow it helps to calm him down.

In the operating room, I am nervous as if it was my first time to be outside waiting. Good thing I have a friend which is an operating room auxiliary. His also a nurse and only designated at the o.r. It was  6 months ago since we met and we are not even that close. But I know he likes me..hahaha.. I knew because he said it to me before!. I used that charm to ask a favor of going inside the o.r.  I know it's prohibited and his job might compromised of my request but I am so much thankful to him for letting me in. I am then relief and comfort seeing huny's vital signs and wound closed then.I whisper to him again though his sleeping and under anesthesia that I am with him. I don't know if he will remember or heard it but I believe he did somehow by dreams or hallucination. I owe the my friend much and a simple exchanging number already a payback to him. Glad that I have good and powerful people with me. (=

When he woke I up, I am the first he saw. I told him I am always here all through the operation. He smiled and say "I know".. See, I guess he heard me.

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Golden Months

It's our golden month today. Happy and blessed to be with you huny. Looking for more months and years together.

I love you so much Huny.

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Monthsary

Familiar of monthsary? We have been together for long but we never failed to celebrate monthsary. Every 24th is our day of the month. Sometimes I did not post anymore not because its an ordinary day or an ordinary story to tell.I am just either busy or overwhelm of that every day that I forgot to do so or too much of happiness that I am then typeless lol.Posting it today does not mean then that I am not happy to be typeless, I am just a little bit surprise. It's been days that we haven't seen each other well. We did see each other but never got a quality time together. I've been so very busy accompanying, teaching and giving  instruction with his sister. Since he was an IT  help-desk analyst in a BPO company it's a forever graveyard shift that we also did not have time to sleep together at night unless it's his off. Unfortunately during his off that was also the time that I am busy the whole day and so exhausted and tired arriving late at home. Earlier he arrived from work that I am at the market to buy what will mom going to cook for lunch. I am not around that when I saw him on our shop checking computer if there will be problem. He just smiled  at me and continue checking each computer. After lunch time while we were still at the table with mom and my brother having few little conversation when he get the cake from the fridge (another usual thing hihihihi). The new thing that I am so tats was the cake with "I love you so much and I will marry you whether you like it or not".weee.. Also the thought that it was in front of my mom and my brother. Huny is a shy type guy and never it crossed my mind that he can do it. But yes he did!. Unfortunately my brother did not let me to take a picture of it, he was a voracious eater and doesn't want the message on the cake live for even a minute.

 Happy Monthsary Huny.. I love you tidbits :D

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The Lady

I was raised in a family wherein I am taught or rather trained to be tough. A not so feme. All my life I am surrounded by males. Of coarse I have a mother whom also a not feme. I never knew cosmetics, kikay stuffs, flower as a sweet thought but instead just my mom's plants. I am not into shopping. Uncomfortable to heels and irritated to make up brushes. I only use comb to fix my hair twice in a day. First, when I woke up and second after bathe. The rest of the day I am not acquainted to Mr.Comb just barely my fingers will do. I prefer sneakers, dirty sneakers than heels. I was influenced by the guys around me. My cousins and my brothers. I love black. It sometimes went to the point that mom keep on hiding my shirts because she wanted me to try different color. I only prefer tee. Included in here was the attitude I have. Being a cowgirl in every (associate with the cowboy hahaha). At first I have to be but latter being with my cousins on gigs it becomes to be me. 
I love adventures. Life risky activities and almost everything a guy would like to.
Life was not to kind unto my side. I have used in an early time my parents preparation of me being tough. I am so thankful to them I was raised by the way I am. I know sometimes that I doubted myself. If what am I? But my environment though not so good but helped me to resolve issues within me. No doubt I am a female. Though not by appearance but in heart and mind.  
 

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