Not so Good Yet Better

A not so good yet better to be heard news. Hon's Uncle end up fighting cancer. After being diagnosed last September of Skin Cancer at Stage IV-B, He now end his battle October 19Th. It started as what his uncle personally defined as pimple that doesn't heal last August. And it begins to deteriorate his facial tissues.First major reason why he was brought to the hospital was his sinus bleeding. After that hospitalization, he's burden started. Cancer cells destroys first his eyes and in a short period of time his uncle suffers a lot because of that illness. I personally can feel his pain. Way then 10 years ago my father also suffer from cancer and the primary symptoms only it shows on us was the abnormal growth of tissues on his neck. Fortunate to my father he didn't suffer that much and that long not unlike hon's uncle. He really wanted to fight. His mind and heart still fighting for his life but his body can't bear it. Maybe one of the reasons why he can't let go was his family. His 4 young kids and his pregnant wife. I can say its is better for him to accept than to stay in that situation for long. Half of his face already deteriorated, literally half, from his jaw the cheeks and eye.He even vomits his own flesh( pardon to those who read this post)this is not exaggerating but truth. That's why I can't even imagine how long he can suffer that. The reason why I post this as better to be heard.

• To Tiyo Budoy

you can rest now, don't worry too much for your family. God will always be here to guide them. You have shown how much you wanted to live for them. You have shown us that much. It's for you to rest and be with the Almighty..Rest in Peace.

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There are Really Born Bitches on Earth

I've been a lazy blogger cause i am really sick!.. recently lots of conflicts crushing our relationship into the ground ..it wasn't yet fix at all but we were trying to do so..huny admits his mistakes and making up for all, but still i don't know why but i am not over it.. my hubby cheats!..he cheated on me..he wanted to justify that it wasn't really a cheat for giving me a reason that his realization comes beforehand that he can do to really cheat on me..before anything get worst he stopped and leave it as if it did not happened..but unfortunately i was a good researcher..accidentally i saw the mails and the accounts..it is way back 3 months ago, tho mails shows how he quits and only the girl keep on insisting to have a relationship with him..pursuing herself..the girl knew he was committed yet keep insisting.. what a shame on a nursing student of Manila Doctors to act that way..Be a mistress of a married man, offering herself willingly..to think that she was that young..a 19 year old bitch!..as huny have known that i found it out he keep explaining that he never continues..that if only i read the girls mail..but then for me he still cheats.. i don't know how to work it out now that i don't have enough trust on him.. but he asks for a second and last chance, I'm willing to give besides i have to think of how many struggles we've been through and i know this is just another obstacles in a couples life..
another conflicts that made it more serious and a hilarious fight.. a photo with another different bitch!..I'm not that malicious to photos but this time its different.. the girl had her score on me proving that she was flirting with my guy..huny was born super gentleman to females on earth..also not a malicious person in all of his acts and he also telling me everything everyday regarding how the girl her workmate behaves..he look it as a type of person that her workmate is what she was used to be to everybody and nothing more..but i never see it on the same way he saw..she was a certified flirt..she's a single mom, with a boyfriend(not the father of her son) now and a girlfriend too(a lesbian).. i will never ever going to trust her.. she keep on reigning her pride by saying that i am jealous at her..hmpf! ambisyosa! i have a lot more than her , then why should i?.. i approached her telling my thoughts about the pix but she reacts violently, and he also ask for his bf's support on pestering me.. she and her dumb boyfriend can't understand anything on what i am saying.. they act like bystanders.. un-etiquette and no values.. mind to all those who read this i found the picture on the page of the bitch, huny told neither he knew nor informed that her workmate was going to upload it..and upon seeing the picture the bitch hold the camera shutter... now then whose flirting?.. it wouldn't be that a big deal if only before she acts she respects people or be mindful to what others might say or think.. if she and her guy are that dumb then i can do nothing about it..poor people not blessed with brains..

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iS it Love?..or..not?..

• i've got nothing to post to..I am really in a bad emo
  mood!!..uber!!..so I decided to browse on bru's
  blog and answers this tag on my way around..
  Mybe after a while I can feel much better..
  I hope so...
• 
  WARNING: ABSOLUTELY MEAN!!
  For all you people who say "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly. Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
-Angina..(Lol)

• You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them,
  am I right?
  

  • -Maniac..hahahaha
    

  
  
  Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
  

  • -Pornstar..:D
    

  

Do you want them because you know they're there?
-User!!

• Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
  

  • -Just in Crisis.

  
  Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
  

  • -Flirt!.

  
  Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?
  

  • - Got No Choice.

  • 

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
-Thinking mean on others..hmmmm.

• Do you pardon their faults because you
  care about them?
  

  • -Human mistakes.
    

  

  • Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
    

  - Bum mode.
  
• 
• • Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
    

  -it's CHARITY.
  

• Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
  - Pity.

• 
  Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
  - Iimmitation.

• Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch
  your soul so deeply it hurts?
  

  • -Caugth you lied.

  
  Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
  

  • -Stucked!.

  
  Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
  

  • -Illusions.

  
  Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
  

  • - A spell!

  

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bursting out for good and for peace!..

too much stress for the past week..uber ang conflicts at issues between me and huny..so far we did made to succeed out of it..it is really a good conversation that fix it all..glad i've made it to tell huny everything that stressed me..everything he forgots that hurts me.. everything he shud've known earlier before and everything he does that unintentionally hurts me..conflicts between us were not that easy but we knew we can fix it together, hand in hand.. but unfortunately there were people who was born to ruined somebody's happy life even if u were not doing anything against him or them!..he's envy..envy for the fact he hisself sees.. envy that were on the ryt path and he wasn't the same..because we think and planned..and we always wear our brains with our hearts!..envy for everything..and all he can do is to ruined our life to be close to his sitch.. though he was a close rather said a bestfriend, he doesn't have any business within our relationship!.he doesn't knew even a thing about us..he has no rigths to give a bullshit advice pertaining to one person he didn't knew at all!especially if the matter was sensitive and not needing anybody to realize aside from the two components of the rel..he's a shit!..he's pathetic..at first i felt mad to him but eventualy i got pity on him..I PITY U "DUDE"!cause he doesn't have anything ryt now..maybe a so called true love yes!but how far love will provide u pipol?..can it be true love with disposition?(like us?)..love with a way to success?(we love and do hoping together)..love with direction?(we wanted an accepted life)..is it enough to always hide?u can't even brougth u'r small family at u'r home..u can't even said to the world that he is ur son and she is u'r woman,can't even marry..u can't even walk without hesitations..u were down but stil don't admit the reality..that's why u did such stuff!...he did to be like him..miserable..i am sorry for those who were with you..they were better if your off..lol..with a highest intensity wearing of most boastful attitude in the whole wild world doing such a disgrace made him more pittyfull.. huny and i don't want to call quit to us and forgot everything we have been through juz because of that shit that's why we decided to solve it in one arrangement.. FORGET THAT CERTAIN SHIT BROUGTH MISERY TO OUR RELATIONSHIP NEGLECT WHAT THE HELL HE DID/SAY...start a new one without them..neglecting him not means i'm a coward he might be "correct" as his words but not to hurt him though he did hurt me..elliminate conflicts and don't discuss it..forgetting them is enough for his payment on me(it is also hard to forget the only people knew u well,the real u for 6 years,but that SHIT leaving me no choice,besides my relationshop with her remains till last and we know it is mutual..we were not friends nor bestfiends but we we're called to be soulmate.. and not seeing each other even a talk does not means forgetting..it's just accepting that we were trapped in a life we chose and we had to contuinue no matter what cause somehow we are both happy.)..i know how much they value their(huny and the shit)9 consecutive years of friendship to a 2 year smooth,loving and faithfull relationship and am thankful that huny can do it!for us!for good! as long as we were together..so that means if we will last forever, then he and she we're erased to our biography details!(i love you little baby i used to took care,someday it will be ok besides u were different from him!)

..huny promised and so do i!..this is for good and for peace....

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angels

thank you for coming into our lives..hope to be with you or rather have one of you soon cute angels..

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happy-not?...

im a hapi but i am not?...hmm confusing ayt?..there were sitch that i shud be happy but the other way around i am not.. what shud i do..how will i gain a one good feeling regarding to the "confusing" matter?..haixx..hardz nman netech!..so thankful p din jan p rin c honey..haixx...waaaa anu na..bkit b d q din ma ipost/maisulat ung dapat?..natatakot b q?but i want to be proud din at the same time!hala dumadami na ung nakakalito..taeng life nmn uh!..T_T

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