Friday, April 11, 2008

after all

now i know, i won't give up what is already mine..i won't let anything made us apart..either i'll change or i'll understand...i'm willing to wait and be patient..i love you more and can't afford to loose you..that's why i'm willing just to be with you, just to be happy, just to be contented and complete with you...pardon me for my shortcomings..i love you more.. each day passed i am feeling it..i just realized that it is not the same without you...thank you for continous loving me..thank you for being with me.. thank you for your unconditional love...thank you for the heaven you are giving me..thank you..

Thursday, April 10, 2008

panu ba?

why do i feel this?bkit parang my unusual?sino b my kulang?sino b m problema?panu na lang?do i have to decide nb?anu n lang mangyayari?hanggang d2 n lang.ay bakit kasi laging ganun n lang.kelangan cguro muna mgrefresh..haixxx??..(confused)

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

why???

if u are thinking of a break-up think of the following first:
can you live happily without her/him?

can you wake up in the morning knowing that no msgs will be receive by a particular sender?

can you end your day without sharing to someone whom you used to?

can you answer the questions "where,how is he/her"of your friends with a smile in your face?

can you gaze with the star and dreaming alone?

are you happy building your future alone?

can you say you are happy and contented without him/her?

are you happy each day it passed knowing it all ends?

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it's a hard decision if u are used with relationship..if little thoughts or conflicts bother your relationship all you need is a nice conversation and openess. pride can't help even a little. changes is normal in everything,everybody and everyday the thing you had to do to cope with it is adjustment, understanding and time to talk.you can't just let wonderful dreams slipped that way. be brave, accept the fact, accept the person as it is, guide him/her to change the way you want but don't forced remember to respects oneself. explain the reason and how will it help the relationship. there are lots of reason to enjoy your life. specifically love life. don't let it spoiled by nonsense thoughts and little arguments. talk and eventually you both understand each sides. let pride excluded inside!..

Monday, April 7, 2008

sigh..T_T

these past weeks sobrang down ang feeling..napapadalas n kc ang misunderstanding. i'm afraid bka mlapit n mg-end contract ng beintekuatro (so sad).i hope wag nmn..maybe this is either part or component of more stronger and successfull relationship( always think positive)...but there are scenario tlaga n sobrang nakakasama ng loob..hope we can survive TOGETHER..i don't wanna loose the relationship juz like that.. i am looking forward and praying that this is for real. maybe more adjustments pa on both sides. kasi b nmn magsama ang wild[me] at firm and proper[my huny] and sacred tlagang sooooobrang laking adjustment..cguro nitong mga nakaraang weeks lang un(crossfinger). he promised not to do same mistakes and avoid same scenario..i can hold on to his words hehehe kailangan ei..if only my friends would see me as i am now,for sure and i bet lahat magtataka..i'm totally changed. for him?..absolutely yes..he really made me a better person...aminado aq im the most mean person..lol.. he seemed to be my guide.. heals and feeds my soul..grabe ang lalim..lol...no regrets and what if's and i am really thankful he came into my life.how i love my man. more than he knows( d kc q showy...harharhar,,) i promise to love faithfully and more patience and most of all openess.and lessens pride.i am your wifee and u'll be my hubbhie..