Wedding Pressure

Lots of colleagues and friends are into getting married topics. I'm quite fuzz hearing wedding bells whenever I went with my different group of friends.I was wondering "matanda na ba talaga ko"?. I know I am 24 and aware of it. But when my guys asked me when will be my wedding day I paused, think and ask do i have to get married now?lol... I am a liberated woman. I know. It's not that I don't like getting married but just wanted to take life not too seriously. But then again my gorgeous knight in shining armour enter the scene.All through the years being with him, he always ask me to marry him.I also answered yes but not yet now. Recently he again told me, is it ok to get married this time?.. Got no words to utter. Is it again a proposal? Why did I feel so different from before when he ask me to?. He told me everybody in town planning of getting married it's not that he wanted to run with their flow but instead he wanted us to start anew chapter. He also told me that we've been together for long enough to know accept and understand and love more each other. He says he wanted to shout to the word he's lucky having me and want everyone to witness how he crave to marry me and to be his lady officially.Viola! Speechless! That's a long phrase! I doubt if how long he practiced that! hahaha.. Seriously I am so flattered to hear those.He ask me what is it holding me back to marry him.Is it something that I am not sure of him. I answered of coarse not. It's his family. Not that he's family doesn't like me but I was thinking of his responsibility to his family. I know how hard it is for him. His the eldest and the bread winner.He have responsibilities more than I have. And the rest was a melodramatic conversation end up of me saying yes next year! Hindi ako napilitan ah!. He's just too good in explaining that's why he make me answer yes next year this time. 

Knowing my friend Jean is getting married next year, also Ferry on the year after next year. Also my brother's sister in law next year and my Makati colleague also next year, I am now pressured wherein I can feel how many stuffs to include in preparation for it.

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I told Huny to have a civil wedding to lessen the expenses and not to my surprise he said NO! Because Father Bubot will be the one going to tie our knot with us. whew! 

thinking of the expenses, can't hardly breathe..lol

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Stronger Than Yesterday..Yey!

Sounds like Britney ayt?..Kidding..But true. It's for me and huny's theme for this year. I know it's not yet a new year but we are now singing this tune since this late November. We are into too many bumps and grudge for the past weeks but we really made it.. And were making it more... We know whenever life will take us we can handle it with care,patience,control and of coarse love for each other.What more things we can't face together?..Nothing.. In the  near future having kids will be the new added spice on our life and we know we can handle it. Aside from the fact that we are ready for it and wanting it..

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Happy 38th and Now with LWS

Yey! It's another month to celebrate being together and surviving life challenge! Forgot to blog aboutthat honey was jobless since September 2nd. The business owner where he worked, change her line of business. From marketing to salon. Unfortunately hon was not in a choice to be in a salon for any position may give unto him. But one thing good to him, he hasn't been a real bum for(unlike me)lol the period of time from September until yesterday. He's still into his part-time buy and sell of computer parts and gadgets,setting up high-end specs desktop computers and maintaining a computer shop. Last night was the another career opens for huny. On the spot he was hired as an IT Staff at LWS Media. At 3 am he signed his contract and instructed to report on duty on Monday at 10 pm! Another career path surely he loves. Also thanks to my cousin Empoy for letting him know about the vacancy of that position and for the help. One of the great gift he received on the eve of our day.Happy 38th huny!. I love you..mwuach..

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Not so Good Yet Better

A not so good yet better to be heard news. Hon's Uncle end up fighting cancer. After being diagnosed last September of Skin Cancer at Stage IV-B, He now end his battle October 19Th. It started as what his uncle personally defined as pimple that doesn't heal last August. And it begins to deteriorate his facial tissues.First major reason why he was brought to the hospital was his sinus bleeding. After that hospitalization, he's burden started. Cancer cells destroys first his eyes and in a short period of time his uncle suffers a lot because of that illness. I personally can feel his pain. Way then 10 years ago my father also suffer from cancer and the primary symptoms only it shows on us was the abnormal growth of tissues on his neck. Fortunate to my father he didn't suffer that much and that long not unlike hon's uncle. He really wanted to fight. His mind and heart still fighting for his life but his body can't bear it. Maybe one of the reasons why he can't let go was his family. His 4 young kids and his pregnant wife. I can say its is better for him to accept than to stay in that situation for long. Half of his face already deteriorated, literally half, from his jaw the cheeks and eye.He even vomits his own flesh( pardon to those who read this post)this is not exaggerating but truth. That's why I can't even imagine how long he can suffer that. The reason why I post this as better to be heard.

• To Tiyo Budoy

you can rest now, don't worry too much for your family. God will always be here to guide them. You have shown how much you wanted to live for them. You have shown us that much. It's for you to rest and be with the Almighty..Rest in Peace.

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This is Really A Bursting Mode

Di ko alam kung kanino ba q maiinis. To the person whom vulgarly express flirting or to the another one whom always said already moved on yet still flirts on her way and also to the person itself entertains flirts.. I am not supposed to get mad at them besides they not worth it. But the thing irritates me is the way he entertain those. I know he's a good guy no intentions at all but I want to imply to him that his simple acts gives both female creatures expect something from him. I don't know if this was also part with the word jealousy but I am really mad!

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It's our monthsary again! Going Stronger!

Monthsary na naman naten! haha.. salamat sa gift ha..mwuah.. alam na alam mo talaga yung mga bagay na kailangan ko, kaya naman luv na luv kita eh..

Tska nagpapasalamat na din ako dahil lagi kang andito sa tabi ko(i mean "emotionally").. alam mo kung gano karami problema ko ngayon hindi lang sa pamilya ko(pati pamilya ng iba), nakikita ko na eager kang tumulong pero hindi mo lang alam kung san magsisimula at papano.. na-aappreciate ko yun and i'm very glad with that attitude.. sana wag ka magbago and tumibay pa lalo tayo!

Alam ko kakayanin ko lahat yun kasi alam ko anjan ka.. I lab u..hehe
Mahal na mahal kita kahit sa anong panahon..sa bagyo, sa tag-init at syempre sa panahon ng krisis!

Happy Monthsary! Thanks a lot and a lot of mwuah..
Take care and God Bless us. AMEN!!!

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Happy

I was just so happy and feels so loved.. Happy monthsary hon.. I love you..

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One Piece

Before i was complaining to myself that I am lack of time watching tv. I kept myself busy on surfing and being addicted to facebook's different games and applications. After the addiction unto those I now find myself again another stuff addicted to. It was an anime movie which usually fit either for kids or young adults but I was hooked up now. I can't even felt that my day was complete if I haven't seen an episode. At first I was only reading it at manga in a comic form as a hobby during work, while waiting for a call. Not until my brother informed me that he was indeed obsessed on the same cartoon series and even downloaded the very first episode up to the current one. And what a so ridiculous coincidence, Huny was also searching for that same anime episodes. Now we are sharing same addiction to the pirate named Luffy the Straw hat and his crew.

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I will be Carefull then

I have posted here not so long ago about selling my previous phone. I do love that phone but it doesn't meet my expectations at all. At one time I thought that it would be the best(alternative to iphone ) among the rest. Fortunately having it and using it for about a month sent me to a conclusion and a geek decision of it was not really meant for me that I have to let it go. So then I now know the phrases " be careful what you wish for".. It also serve to me a lesson that not all what I saw was true and can always provide convenience. I admit I am some kind of a dumb on techy stuff. Though not for everything but most of it. And to feed my head I always visit techy sites to be informed basically.For this instance,I am indeed little bit guilty for letting it go knowing that it was a gift to me by my beloved. But the idea of selling it still came from the person who gave it itself. He always want to make me happy. He always wanted to give me the so called fulfillment and if by chance the contentment itself. Though I am not showing it or complaining for the hassles the former phone gave to me, he still sensed that I was not really happy with it. I wished to keep it as long as I can but since it was suggested by him, no need for me to deny nor hide what I really wanted. Since he knew what possibly could make me happy and contented then it was replaced with a brand new Sony Ericsson T700. Which now I for surely will keep and if possible will be forever.Thanks for the patience Hun. Thanks for being kind. I so lurve the new one.
Promise to take care of it. And I will never ever buy a replacement for these until you buy me again.Lol

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Happy Anniversary

Whoa! Again it's our 24th day.. It's our anniversarry.. No words can describe either I can use to describe how much I love you.. And I will never get tired of loving you my Huny.. I love you so much.. Remeber This Picture? Our very first picture..

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Pre-Anniversary

Since our anniversary placed on first working day of the week, we had no choice but to sneak out before the anniversary date itself.. Every year we were celebrating or rather to say reminiscing the very first day how we felt madly in love to each other. Literally celebrating anniversary is like doing the same thing or likely as it was happen on the very first day of "us" years ago.. Watching movie at the big screen (the for kids movie actually :D), showing affection (but not too much :p) in public, dining with the unfamiliar restaurant( trying something new), playing at Timezone for about an hour, going to spa (while chatting about the good old so happy memories) and the finale my favorite blizzard.(also becomes he's favorite)..That exactly what happened earlier. Exchanging gifts will happen later at the eve..hihihi...We spent our day on the North ( Sm North) just to experience or explore something new. It's not our first step at that place but it is our first tour on there. And really the place was so good. But still nothing beats Serendra as of now..hehehe ... What surprise each and every of our moment was the changes(maturity), the melodrama scenario and simple little thoughtful(kilig) stuffs. Unfortunately we are so happy and both overwhelmed and forgot to took some pictures but as what Huny always says, " being with you and the picture of your smile everyday most especially on our day was that enough to keep in my heart and memory than a hard copy of it". sosyal! Anu daw?..hehehe Well anyways I guess this is just an excuse haha.. We really forgot to look at our phones the wole day. We even forgot we have..hahaha.. I am quite dissapointed I cannot post it in here but thinking twice, if I keep myself busy capturing every moments it would be a hassle anyway..Just be it no need for evidences..hahaha..

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Sunday's Best

Yesterday we attended a christening for hon's God daughter. Quite unexpected that the family of their former driver is a Born Again in religion.. We were both surprised knowing it and attending almost a two hour mass excluded the christening mass itself (they call it dedication) . And the ceremony(the christening) almost took one and a half hour before it ends.. I am not complaining about it but it just that I am not used to it.. Attending ceremonies that took that long.. Also hon too.. The funny thing about it was the rest of the Godparents were also Catholic like us and feeling the same thing as I was(surprised).. Just for a clarification, I am not laughing at their rituals, I am laughing at the reactions from the Godparents I have seen.. After the event since the Meadowood Village was only headed from SM Bacoor, we decided to stay and have a short visit at the mall were Honey once worked.. He visited his former co-employees and bring something for them..



While strolling at the mall we end up ourselves at the movie haus part of the mall and stared amazingly at the tarpaulin posted of the movie G.I JOE. . We have talked before we enter the mall that we are not spending too much for that day and we decided to save more money for future reasons.. Staring at the poster make us feel both eager and urge to watch for the said movie.. Hon and I were being practical nowadays, watching dvd's at home while having our favorite foods to accompany us. It is more less expensive and we can watch more than one movie in a day. Since this certain movie keep calling our curiosity we decided then to watched it and again make a promise that this would be the last time we will spending too much for a day. No regrets! the movie was awesome!.. It is a combination of six great movie concepts naming TRANSFORMER, ROBOCOP,X-MEN,STAR WARS,MATRIX AND IRON MAN. It was another must to see movie I could refer to. I really like the movie unfortunately I cannot elaborate the details that made me like it.. All I can say the amount anybody would spent was worth for the movie.. Find and see it for yourself guys...

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Refreshing Relationship

All relationships experiencing rough roads.. Even though it is said to be the perfect match, best couple, best pair etc still it would go through some rough roads of the love journey., I was about to share this 4 ways in refreshing thus nurturing relationships. Probably it works. This tips are probing ones, enough to help distinguished what was the real score about the relationship.

1. Do you have trouble finding solutions to problems together? It's not about persuading your guy/girl that you're right. It's whether the two of you can consistently find a comfortable middle ground.

2. Is your partner making most of the decisions?

Your point of view needs a full and fair hearing before you both decide on an outcome.

3. Does he or she withhold affection?

It's not just about sex—holding hands and hugging are essential. Do you share a smile or kiss at the end of the day?

4. Is your mate defensive? Are you?

Shoulder responsibility and suggest a do-over. That will make it easier to admit you were wrong.

5. Is he or she inflexible?

You don't want your spouse to be stuck in a rut.

The priorities you set 20 years ago may not apply if one of you loses a job or gets sick.

Bottom line: If you've answered affirmatively to most of these questions, it's time to get to work. Discussing your answers might be a good place to start.

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Happy Birthday Hon..

Earlier before the month of July came I've been this freak of planning whatever or anything I can do to make this perfect birthday present for my hon..And as time goes it led me to one great gift(i guess)lol..Since I am now working and earning enough either good for me, for us whatever.. I must have some bonanza gift package for my hon. I know I always surprise hon as his and ours special day comes, but this time I want it to be more unforgettable for him..I am not the type of person whom everybody loves(a sweet person), I am even numb and most known for being mean, and I don't know why I am fond of surprising my honey..(Is it because I am so much in love?)*wink... well then nobody can stop me pampering my honey.. Few people knows I love to pamper myloved ones..hahaha(though it didn't shows on me..)well then this post is for the birthday.. Grande I treat my hon to a sneak tour at city of Pines.. It was hon's first time to that particular city and again and again I am his first time for this..(i am taking down tracks of Honey's first times with me)..So happened that it was July 4th( Happy July 4th Dear Clients..hahaha) that's why we don't have a scheduled for work for that day and good thing Hon's Boss decided not to avail their office that same saturday..and it was a good chance to sneak out and celebrates my hon's special day.. I have already mentioned him about my plan and he did not taking it seriously that's why he's kinda surprise when I came at home and says "hon pack-up were leaving to celebrate your birthday".. Knowing that my guys is born a turtle(too slow) it took me six hours to wait for him to prepare, well then enough for me to have some rest after graveyard shift work..

Finally we left home at exactly 2 in the afternoon. Part of our hobby, full stomach with snacks and never letting bus vendors leaving nothing ..hahaha then our journey starts.. we've been together for so long, I 'm just wandering why we always have and so many stories to talk about..It seems that we are almost in the process of discussing both our autobiography..and all stories behind, beneath and above those..hehehe The trip was about six hours and a half and that again means non-stop chatting..food trips, and exploring discussing nature..we almost discuss everything under the bus..hah! we never get tired of chatting,mind people who read this post and not personally know my guy,he is the person whom not used of chatting.. he's a little bit lazy mouth..And such a funny thing he was the one telling stories as we travel..

At the terminal stop(love that sunset particularly this shot on tarlac..)

We arrived at the City of Pines at 11:30 in the evening and surely the driver assistant never fail to the time he had given..

We stay at a pension house at the downtown place..Gladly my friend Berly recommended the place they stayed there..

Early in the morning we started our clueless tour..hahaha we were offered for a one day tour by renting a car but we prefer having a tour just with the two of us..

We first went to the cathedral since it was sunday morning and we attended the mass..after taking some shots of the place we never forget to took shot of the Baguio viscinity and scenic spot map..(Dora!!)..

we did enjoy the place,we never felt tired the whole day, though later in the afternoon the weather was not that good at all..

Our lovers motto "nothings gonna stop us..hahaha we continued xploring the places though in a pouring rain was with us.. Unfortunately we missed to go to the Grotto, first both of us hate stairs(its really serious long stairs ayt)second it may lead us into sickness..wuahaha,(justifying laziness) seriously its getting too cold and it would harm then both our health so we decided that there will be a next time for that place..Sunday at 11:55 we are about to leave a short period of paradise.. and we spent our rest nesting at the bus chairs chilling..hahaha..Finally at 5:30 am July 06, we're at home, and enjoy the warmth of our own place..And today is another different day, it's now the date of his birthday and I am not yet done on my surprise on him..I bought him some food that we love to celebrate together(though I don't have enough sleep from work).. Actually at the eve of his birthday he surprised me by going to my work place exactly at my break sched then i treat him for some coffee and an Oreo cheese cake from SB just to compensate and enjoy for an hour we were together and initially formally celebrating his day.. Glad that I can give him more than one surprises on his special day..happy birthday honey ..Hope you will always remembered this time of your life..

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A letter for You

I am so blessed having you.. We've been staying and keeping our love alive and burning for that long, though we had so many hardships. here we are holding each others hand.. Making a choice that we know we will never regret for the rest of our life..Life is a matter of choice, I myself does not believe in destiny either..As we were analyzing things between us, we were absolutely opposite for so many ways yet we chose to be together you said you are happy and contented and I can feel it too.. For the years of being together we both feel we grow to a much more acceptable traits and behavior, we especially value both of our personal growth. We promise both that our relationship would never ever be a hindrance for us to grow but instead it would be the best component that we have to use then.. Thanks for growing little by little as a matured man. Thanks for changing though it took that slow. I am indeed happy for the changes,you said we are not changing for each other but changing for our ownselves for our own sake..Happy birthday and I am so happy that I was the one you chose to be with celebrating your special day..

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Feeling of Bored

I have a very happy and non-complicated life, I have a good job yet I felt like somethig is missing..I don't know why I felt this kind of feeling.. I was looking for something new, yet I don't know what specifically is..I just feel like I want to be into something I never been and I am in a grudge to be with it immediately... I am aiming too high, I am being greedy to opportunities (I guess)Blood of being a risk-taker attacking on me again..... Maybe because I again had people who believes a lot in me..I never loses them but for some reason i do need to be separated to them... They were giving me again an urge to aim high.. I admit as I have my hon with me I learned to dream of simple things, simple happiness and simple success.. Because he thought me that way, being simple and having simple life would make people to be contented... Now i wanted to pursue my old plans, partially regardless of being physically separated to honey,.. But I do have this mind-setting that it is for us.. Not being selfishly deciding but its for real, it would both benefited us and both our family especially his.. As we go along our journey together I witnessed what are the things he needed to settle first, I once said that I am a family oriented upraised that's why I do understand the needs he needed to fulfill first. He did ask for marriage and our plan for our wedding was already in the process and were on about of preparing for that grand day of us. I know that thing could wait.. Another more year, two or three.. I now wanted to pursue career abroad, I now wanted to continue my own direct career.. I even wanted to plan for her younger sister's future(my bad I know but I just felt that way, my opinions,suggestions and decisions even if its for his family was always been regarded).. For so many times I have been and keep on experiencing how God has been so good to me, if He still would give me the opportunities which is I am expecting I'll be glad and so very thankful for it.. My dreams includes everybody around me.. I surely assure all the people I love especially those who trust and believe in me would be benefited as I decide..I just wanted to breath my thoughts and confusions I am feeling now..

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35th together

it was a 35th month together last June 24. its been so long that i haven't post here about our special day, bear me hon for that, its not that i forgot but instead you know how busy i am recently.. and besides you knew how i treasured those moments its just that i am really lack of time to post and share it.. And yep here I post for our 35th together, tnx for the revenge of the fallen date though it was late that night and you were tired from work you did have time and energy to celebrate .. later the main day we do have our conflict for a simple little thing, you fetch me at work as early as 6 am and we attend the Wednesday mass at Baclaran, a breakfast at Mr Finger licking good and afterwards the conflict..hahaha funny that little stuff but you really piss my mood that day, knowing its our day..(i don't know if i had to blame it to lack of sleep)*wink*.. but you still made up before the day ends.. you came home with a cake and chocolates i love most and give me a tight and loving hug.. At least i knew that you knew what was your mistake and that's enough.. I tried to ask by being an actress just to be excused to work, but sups are really strict they didn't let me to leave for work, but you waited me for some time at the lobby.. thank you for that and thank you for the patience.. i know recently Ive been a horrible brat yet still you were there to be patient, understand and listen.. I know your pride is 7 footer higher than you but you were crushing that to the ground just and only for me.. thank you honey.. thank you for being with me, partially pampering me and fully patiently loving me.. I can't wait for that time of the year.. i love you so much.. happy 35th together.

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Sama-sama Rogasyonista Matapos ang 2 Dekada

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Always be Their home

• The interns with Bro. Ed (separate Reunion Celebration)

My post title was the theme for Hon's Alumni homecoming.. And we were part of it.. Hon ask me to come with him on their Alumni Homecoming.. At first I was hesitant cause what would be my role in there.. A question that has been answered by my Hon.. " you will go with me cause I want you to know the people whom I am with half of my life and to be proud that you are my Honey".. eee wow! that was so sweet.. I am not expecting too much either a little that it would be his reason of bringing me there.. Well then thank you so much hon..

I got some photos of the Rogationist College Tagaytay c/o Pau

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• Hallway to Auditorium

• The college library

• This is the place were hon and the rest of interns stays..
  

• Their auditorium
  

• On the renovation of their refectory

Of coarse the Homecoming program starts at 4 in the afternoon, As always expected we arrived there at 8 in the evening.. We arrive in groups which is composed of Hon, me, C2, Bru, Joseph and my newly met (also for Bru) intern, Michael Banta as Kiki...Nice pseudo name ayt?...hehehe some photos of the night event was with honey's kept.. now i have a copy of those and I'll post some..

• True Faith on Rogationist College' Stage

Seems my honey was so loved by all.. He seemed to be a politician.. Upon entering unto his Alma Matter my hands, my feet and the rest of the groups fingers not enough to count how many have had acknowledge him..whoa! his indeed popular?!.. I am amazed! .. I cant describe the smile on his face being with the familiar guys/people of his life.. he brother assistants, the priest, even the guards, school helpers, canteen staff and so on.. Maybe my guy was really a nice guy.. The program has its band guest, the True Faith. I let hon mingling with his friends. I don't mind if he leave me with Bru cause I know he missed those guys..

• Father B. also chat with me, and we do have some pics at hon's fone but unfortunately it was not a nice shot, but we do have a couple of pix in Fr.B's digicam .. Father B. keep building up how Felix was when he is with them, even the other Brother Assistant I've talk with.. hahaha All through this years being with him I know he is nice but not too much..

• I also met the females whom before and still dreaming of Felix.(someone still keeping Huny's pic).hahahaha.. I really got a long wavy hair..Lolz.. I am envied by others...

• after the moment at the Rogationist we went to Carlos Pizza for some chats(applicable for them) with Kathy, their class president on the last year in High school. Jen also a classmate in fourth year.. Julie ann the frustrated ever in love to honey..Marianne and Janice a batch mate and the rest of interns..

• They look so happy-together..hahahaha

• Naughty, tipsy Lhekkz

• With Kiki and the younger batch of Interns

The celebration wasn't over at the chats, we went to a bar and drink huge beers, Maianne and Janice were eliminated to the group, they chose not to stay cause they said it's too late.. while Kathy asking for treat to huny which of coarse honey did.. He treated Kathy for her requested cocktail the "sex on the beach and so Huny didn't forget "his admirer to treat too.. that was hon used to be.. After some time at the bar Jen, Kathy and Julie leave and we, me and Bru were the left flowers among the torns lol.. the party was not over yet they chose to have some coffee at Starbucks.. full of laughs, full of jokes.. Girls didn't seem to appear that night silly jokes arrised..

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Bru and I while watching the guys

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