I have babies!

Meet Irish the cat and Fritz..Fritz is my first baby..huny gave it to me on our last anniversary after we went to Tagaytay..a huggable with brown lovely eyes..he's like a baby boy..hihihi..love buying him shirts...on his lap its Irish, the 2nd one..our adopted kitten,unfortunately(cry) she was murdered..Hmpf..by a gay bwisita..she was soaked into a drum full of water lead her to death..huny and i really felt bad upon seeing her corpse.

and this is the youngest,chinky..a black monokoroo boo.. this is certainly a surprise from huny..I never asked nor let huny saw i was craving for this stuff,aside from its rare and if seen so expensive naman, i never asked him to buy me one..also due to practicality I guess..well..well..now i have it..and really love it..i don't want the pinkish pig..it's so common and can be seen everywhere..now i was saving for the white boo..i really want this stuffs..

Soon we're going to have a 4th baby..chie-chie..a puppy..so fat and lovely too.. i let mom first to take care of him until he was ready to be mine..hehehehe

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The best conversation of all times..

this picture taken last year December..same Christmas season.. as i can say last year was the toughest year passed in our life(me and huny)..we have been given so much trials and burden as well....but after all we've been through it and keeping the trust,support and love alive... i don't know what's within this season why we are always on rough road of our journey...This year we again had a lot of misunderstanding that lead us not to be together during our 28th month together which is also a Christmas eve..it makes me feel hurt a lot, thinking the whole day without him..i have post that i was thinking hilariously..recently our misunderstanding have been more deeper and complicated.. words said had been more hurtful unlike before..no one surrenders, no one drops precious pride.. gladly at the end before our day officially ends he decided to fix it all.. forget and start again..let the hurtful words spoken vanished by ones forgiveness..(that's what he always taught to me)..we celebrate the eve together, with forgiveness in our hearts and love to each other.. last night we had a very very best conversation of all times.. we talked as if we never talked before..we talked like strangers..from the beginning of our life together until the present life we had and our future life together..we never had this kind of conversation..Huny always says yes, nod and just let me be the one to lead..his my good follower... but now he speaks, he ruled and he says what's on his mind..then award! our problems were now solved!...nothing best solution rather than a very best conversation..hehehe.. i love you huny..Happy Holidays!!..i will upload our latest pic if i got it from his phone..wink*

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Oh My God!..Fire!!

I got you..hehehe..just loolin' around.. but i actually means fire..our path now is in fire again not in a fire of quits, instead heating up again..loves burning..hehehe..quite being corny ayt?..i'm just happy..really happy..Cause were now okay..and so much better..glad Huny spoke finally..(it was my big big probz towards him..) he never speak up..we talked sincerely and focused to the main conflicts and it was then settled... If he only spoke earlier..I wouldn't be that huge mad..hehehe well it's all well done..another victory for the triumph passed..hooray...I love you so much Huny..mwuaah..

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sometimes, shit happens..!

sometimes in a relationship, there came a point were you wanna release the rope that you're holding for so long.. not because that you wanna let go, its because of the pain that you are feeling while holding.. because of so much love and happiness that only he can bring, i always see myself running back where my heart belongs. love isn't enough to make the relationship work, there should be undertsanding, trust and love.

pag wala ang isa, it would'nt work out. there is no perfect relationship, and none of us is perfect. but we can improve ourselves, adjust to be a good couple, a better partner. dapat dalawa ang kikilos, hindi ang isa lang. i dont believe na nakasalalay sa babae yung isang relationship, coz i do believe that both of us will goin to work things out. kaya nga partners eh, kasi dalawa kame, tag-half kame, para maging whole. kasi hindi ibig sabihin na nag bf tayo or gf eh dapat nakasalalay na buong buhay natin sakanya, we have our own lives, our own dreams. jealousy has no room in a relationship, although hindi natin maiiwasan yun, we should trust our partners.. dont give up easily, sometimes mahirap maghanap ng taong dun mo mafi-feel yung overflowing love and happines sakanya. sabi nga dun sa forwarded quote sa text.. "no matter how fed up you are in a relationship, wag kagad makipag break"... but what if.. it's goin nowhere??? and all you did is not appreciated, that your losing yourself na.. na wala ka ng freedom? hanggang kailan♥......

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My wish list???

We had our group party. And as part of it we had this thing called monito monita in modern version. There’s a wish list indicated. Nice isn’t it? Were opt to celebrate this because it’s almost vacation and everyone is so excited in going home. But we’re not going to postponed it because this was the last Christmas I guess we will be celebrating together with as a group group. This thing must happen!!..hehehehe… funny while we were fixing about the monito monita with a wish list, I can’t think of any thing to write on..i don’t know exactly what I wanted.. Either my wish cannot be that easily granted by my group mates or I just don’t wish anything.. I feel so blessed and lucky.. I’m not financially stable but I know I am happy.. I have lots to wish for but I can’t think of any.. material things?.. I dunno why I am not craving for it.. all this time as I felt like I was indeed committed I can say I became more matured. Matured enough to think of the future..i even think of Lhekkz’ family.. Maybe because I am aware that lhekkz was the eldest and he supposed to be the one responsible for his family..i even think how would he finance for the family..I know it wasn’t my problem at all I am just a girlfriend..why should I bother myself thinking about those stuffs.. I even wonder to myself why . maybe I always see me and lhekkz as couple, that we are one and he’s responsibility was also mine..though I had the least responsibility because I am the youngest in our family..i just realized awhile ago, I shouldn’t be thinking of it.. I shouldn’t be focusing my life unto him, his family and us.. we are just simple unstable lovers.. he don’t even think of me belonged to his plans.. he even didn’t think the same as I was.. I know he was not that vocal to his plans but he never say any.. I am now awaken to the truth that love wasn’t that possible and enough to build your future life..my future life.. I had to focus on my own separately..i try not to focus on it..not be hurt just proceed..let him do the task..let him do what he wanted.. I’m tired..i’m going to be used to it.. I am badly hurt but who cares at all??.. I am the only one set this sitch on my own.. that’s why me. Myself and I ow suffering alone.. I tried to change.. be more concerned of others, done of being self centered, but I was abusing myself.. I almost forgot myself..i should be taking care of..this is how I feel.. it sucks but I can’t do any but to punish myself for what I have settled..

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I won!!

tired of doing household chores and in addition to it also painting my room..Mom told me to buy something for merienda..though tired and felt like wasted, still compose myself of going out..people in our place not seemed used of seeing me around... that's why almost everybody staring at me as I walk..as if I am not living my life at our place..as if i am a stranger..but on the second thought, i feel hot and pretty..hahahaa...(lakas!!) everyone and everybody stares at me PASSIONATELY and AMAZINGLY..Got confused first if I wore my bra(hehehe)(though I'm not used of loosing one even at bedtime)..If my hair was ridiculous and if i wore different pairs of slippers..if i have another nose..a third eye visibly.. a large ears or just that HOT...hehehehe...Well then that was i worried after,when arrived back at home... i never cared for them..their thoughts, what they say and their comments.. I don't mind them... perhaps only a familiar face I saw who stared me.. It's my dream!!.. to be stared by that person passionately and full of regrets loosing me!! hahaha I'm not after on a revenge but I feel Glorious Victory!!.. That person who hurts me most and leave me broken and scattered!.. I'm over him.. He was forgiven but not forgotten.. i don't know the relevance of it but i know I'm not a bitter one! I'm happy and thankful..He is one of the people whom thought me a lot in life..My soul mate Julie knew about it..and she also suggested the best song i would dedicate to that person..it's stronger by R.V...he was driving along with I guess his wife with, we're on opposite direction that leads our eyes met..and still i know the same person as before..what he express thru his eyes..and i stand proud not smiled at him but let him felt i ignore him..and I won!.. I know..and I feel it...actaully it's not the first time that i did it..the difference this time was I just let him feel I intended ignoring himmunlike before I am pretending that not seeing him..as often our paths met..

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iS it Love?..or..not?..

• i've got nothing to post to..I am really in a bad emo
  mood!!..uber!!..so I decided to browse on bru's
  blog and answers this tag on my way around..
  Mybe after a while I can feel much better..
  I hope so...
• 
  WARNING: ABSOLUTELY MEAN!!
  For all you people who say "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly. Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
-Angina..(Lol)

• You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them,
  am I right?
  

  • -Maniac..hahahaha
    

  
  
  Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
  

  • -Pornstar..:D
    

  

Do you want them because you know they're there?
-User!!

• Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
  

  • -Just in Crisis.

  
  Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
  

  • -Flirt!.

  
  Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?
  

  • - Got No Choice.

  • 

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
-Thinking mean on others..hmmmm.

• Do you pardon their faults because you
  care about them?
  

  • -Human mistakes.
    

  

  • Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
    

  - Bum mode.
  
• 
• • Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
    

  -it's CHARITY.
  

• Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
  - Pity.

• 
  Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
  - Iimmitation.

• Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch
  your soul so deeply it hurts?
  

  • -Caugth you lied.

  
  Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
  

  • -Stucked!.

  
  Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
  

  • -Illusions.

  
  Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
  

  • - A spell!

  

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happy b-day to you huny!!!

Cheers for you my huny!!! Let's drink to that.. hehe..mwuah..
Another birthday with me! Isn't it nice? Actually i'm very happy eventhough i'm not the celebrant, hehe.. 'coz it's another birthday you will be celebrating with me.. saya db?!
Anyway, sana masaya ka din at this moment.. sana mwala ung mga worries mo 'bout life, bout problems, 'bout doubts kahit only for this day.. Alam mo kung bakit? kasi this is the day that God made you and He let you out in this world.. To love you the most and accept also your love for me..hehe..(anu daw?!)anu ba ibig sabihin nun?
Basta happy b-day un na un..and i want to tell them kung ganu kasarap ang mahalin mo..in ingles "how good it is to be loved by you"! Gusto ko malaman nila kung ganu kalaki ang puso mo pagdating sa pagmamahal.. not only with me but for all the people that surrounds you..
I'm wishing you all the grace from God you need.. And sana happy ka with what and where you are right now..

Happy B-day sau my loving HUNY.. I Love You vey much.. It's your moment.. so ENJOY!!! ehehe...mwuah

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late monsary message

Elow?! well i'm very sorry for this late monsary message.. mejo busy lng tlga kc wid my work and sana you understand nmn?! mahal mo nmn ako db?! hehe.. tnx very much for your effort regarding sa gift.. knowing your situation and the possibilities..hehehe.. pero i'm very much grateful and "touched" with that nice shirt.. masyado mo sineryoso ung cnv ko sau last monsary nten..hehe.. Thank you very much..
The message is.. sana ndi ka magbago at patuloy mo pa din ako mahalin, and i promise to return it back to you, kahit minsan ndi mo napapansin dahil sa mga ginagawa kong "unintentional actions".. sana on the other hand nakikita mo din ung good side kahit konti lng..
ung mga efforts ko and ung pagpupumilit kong magbago.. Pinipilit ko magbago for us.. para hindi mo ko iwanan..hehe..totoo tlga un kahit ndi ka naniniwala ng madalas..na akala mo joke lng lagi pinapakita ko.. Ganun lng tlga akong tao and not a showy type of person..
Basta in the end of the day before ka matulog lagi mo isipin na andito lng ako palagi nagmamahal ng totoo sau.. Count me with that!
I love you huny.. sooo much... mwuah..

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soo in love!

were about to celebrate the 24 fever but since it was dated Monday, wherein i have no class and need to come home, i was about to advance my gift to my honey as early as Friday(November 20)..though the whole week didn't seem to be great on us, i was of coarse and still loving you most my huny..i decided to bought him a branded shirt as an addition to his collections(my huny is really a branded stuffs lover) with the help of Bru(i owe you a one,a bru date some time..hehehe)..i had to leave it at his house and made some letter..just to be kinda pasweet..hehehe.. and gladly he like it and love it daw..so my efforts were appreciated..thank you honey.. and i will never get tired of surprising you (if the situation permits ha) in soo many ways i know..indeed you were doing the same..and am so loving it too.. i just told to the guys(our friends) that you were almost likely a God..hehehe.. cause i just gave you one but you returned it more than on its equal..thank you honey really thank you so much..

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just as you say..

huny and i were having a serious conversation last night, while busy discussing not so interesting and important matters, we suddenly heard a music that seems to be our background one while discussing..we heard this song by kenny rogers(not a roasted chicken huh)Lol..

All my life was a paper once plain, pure and white
Till you moved with your pen changin' moods now and then
Till the balance was right
Then you added some music, ev'ry note was in place
And anybody could see all the changes in me by the look on my face

huny: listen to it..hmmm

me: yes?..i knew it ..it was one of my late dad collection songs..

huny: listen to it's lyrics...

And you decorated my life, created a world where dreams are a apart
And you decorated my life by paintin' your love all over my heart
You decorated my life

huny: i love it!..

huny: for you...

me: wink..wink..wink..

Like a rhyme with no reason in an unfinished song
There was no harmony life meant nothin' to me, until you came along
And you brought out the colors, what a gentle surprise
Now I'm able to see all the things life can be shinin' soft in your eyes

huny:remember that song not because it was your late dad's collection but instead...

And you decorated my life, created a world where dreams are a part
And you decorated my life by paintin' your love all over my heart
You decorated my life

huny: it was my song for you!
huny: it says every word what i wanted to tell to you..
huny: remember it in a different scenario..

...weeee..to the max ang kilig nun ha!..my huny is a type of person whose an attitude was to minimize(most preferred not to talk) his words..in all matters or scenario..that's why i really value every word he says.. i lurve it huny!..mwuah..

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i miss you!!

we've been friends since primary days..straight from grade first to sixth..then our path as classmates met again at 4th year level..we are indeed partners in crime..you helped me, vice versa..we jive, we enjoyed..we are law abider's..not categorized as anti social coz we are just a curious youth..Lol..until the day your prince charming arrived..you forgets me and i am then alone..i decided to find another companion..in times of tough we still have both shoulders to lean on..though we've got a lot around, we tho not forget each other..i miss you friend.. i miss our days together.. Happy Birthday.. I can't be there to nomo with you guys..Enjoy!

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sad semestral break..

it's a month to celebrate again and it will be always..hahaha..we planed a night swimming with huny's berks and as always expected also with my buddies bru and dyosa..unfortunately huny's peeps didn't show off, huny was mad bout that..but good thing he didn't let the party spoiled at!..huny became our joker and silence breaker..hahaha..bru and bhadz wasn't used to huny's actions and attitude but they enjoyed it..it shows to their laughs! i've been a lazy blogger recently..i even didn't had time to post what had happened every our special day of each month..tsk..tsk..well back in here! i am at home!..home..home..home.. but I'm quite sad..it's been 72 hours i never touched, hold caressed and kissed my huny.. i am used to it when it's school days..how i miss him a lot..hay!.. well very well done! that swimming,our 24 day, was the last day to be together,..huhuhu T_T..some students felt great when semestral break comes, not me..i am not included to those guys..semestral break means far away from huny..he said he feel the same..earlier he texted me "i never think of any other woman at all,i just think and look forward that semestral break will be over and you will be back again here"..("di na nga sumasagi sa isip ko ang mangbabae pa..naiisip q n lang malapit na ulit pasukan m sa school at magkaksama na ulit tayo") how sweet and touching.. i know my huny is like a flower that has lot of bees(bitches)hehe around trying to steal him from me but he is absolutely faithful and loyal to me!..i love you for that..how i miss u!..tomorrow I'm going to the mass and try to drop by at your office..happy 26th month together..i love you always.

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a rope of sigh..

nakakapagod din..
nakakatakot n mawala..
mahirap pala mag isip..
maghintay...
kelan kaya?..
panu na lang?...
haixxx....
whatever it takes..
it's all up to You then..

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i feel the same

"hindi nio nmn alam lahat
pero kung mkapagsalita kau akala nio my alam talaga kau!
wlang nakakaalam ng totoong nararamdaman q
ok lang aq sa nakikita nio
un ang akala nio
kea kahit kelan d nio q maiintindihan!
kahit cno!lahat kau!lahat kau!"
words that hit me!..i don't know why but it really hits!..whoever said this phrases, i agree with you..its hard to be alone!..I've talk with my old frend, She says no matter how many people surrounds her the feeling of emptiness and loneliness she always wear! not only pertaining to her lovelife but the whole life she's within!i pity her!..i must not but i can't help!..i'm proud she's still surviving..and still continuing the life journey!
empty and alone..

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He above is Visible

a lot of times it was proven that God was soooo good!.but this time i really felt that He is truly!..most of the time i felt God's goodness at at the hour i all needing!impronto!..he answer's my prayers either ahead of time or took time and for those scenarios u never expected..He was always there!I was giving this appraise and a lot of thanks to him cause it was the very first time He did answers me on my silent will at the moment i was praying..Mom says i'm not a nice kid that's why i'm not "malakas" sa kanya, unlike other..for an instance si honey, ewan kung dahil sa close talaga sila!..hehehejuz kidding!..seriously i really really tank you Lord! for everything .for everyday i wake up and for all the thingsi had and will have that was given and granted by you..Tank You ..Thank You..Thank you

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a lot of times it was proven that God was soooo good!.but this time i really felt that He is truly!..most of the time i felt God's goodness at at the hour i all needing!impronto!..he answer's my prayers either ahead of time or took time and for those scenarios u never expected..He was always there!I was giving this appraise and a lot of thanks to him cause it was the very first time He did answers me on my silent will at the moment i was praying..Mom says i'm not a nice kid that's why i'm not "malakas" sa kanya, unlike other..for an instance si honey, ewan kung dahil sa close talaga sila!..hehehejuz kidding!..seriously i really really tank you Lord! for everything .for everyday i wake up and for all the thingsi had and will have that was given and granted by you..Tank You ..Thank You..Thank you

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Gorgeous fit for Gorgeous!

glad i had discovered this certain site that doesn't need to be edited at all..i furnished with own finishing touch my multiply acct..i had to do more to other accts i have!..bkit b kasi nauso pa!hehehe ..hay naku bkit kea tinatamad nko mgwento!..hmpf!next tym n nga lang..(sigh)

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2006

year 2006 this is our very first pic..an experimentation type of relationship at first....

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what i had received!

our new home mates..irish the cat and fritz our baby..

vidit at honey's most especial place

an all day together day out

reminiscin'

building dreams and future together

thanking each other for being the one

a lot of things to be thankfull.. that's all..hihihi

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day before Anniv..

elow huny?! grabe 2m we are going to celebrate our 2nd year anniv..i'm wondering kung san kya tau mapapadpad..hehe..and i'm thinking ryt now what would be the best gift for you..kc nga you are demanding hours later na you are expecting something from me na sabi mo deserving ka kc naging good k nmn this year...hehehe.. maybe tama k nga and actually sobra-sobra pa sa pagiging good ung mga nagawa and ginagawa mo para sakin especially para satin..kala mo lng i'm taking it all for granted pero sobrang salamat po tlga..san pb ako makakakita ng honey na katulad mo?.... ndi lng tlga ako showy and vocal sa feelings ko pero sana naiintindihan mo ung mga gusto ko iparating sau..
i'm wishing and praying sana this another year na darating satin is mas lalo tayo maging stronger..sana wag ka magbago at magsawa...

and sana mas lalo pa tayo maging mature and responsible ..and lastly sana we'll grow old together...mwuaaaahh... i luv u soooooo much honey... thanks ulit!!!

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at si huny emo pala!..lol..

never imagined that felix arabejo jr is an emo kind of person..hehehehe..and i love you so for being such honey..mwuah..

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it all starts here..

everytime we went to a gig, honey and i remembers everything from the past..the good and bad memories we treasures and will treasure throughout the years as we were together.. good and bad mem'ries brougth by the liqour that always we keep on talking about..bringing back the past solved arguments just to laugh at it.... how we were starts, developed and continue loves each other till the present and looking forward to the future..accepting the person, vices, friends, indifferences and everything about each other...how "torpe" my huny was and he says how clamsy, hot and young woman full of guts i was..(its the power of alcohol!..duh!..lol)..we keep on having an argue who made the first move?!..of coarse nobody from the two of us admits..i never did anything that would make me look cheap especially if its outsde the viscinity of our place( of coarse this is my page i am on the rigth and bias track(i don't give care):D..made a post on his own..hehehehe)..also how he says "i thought you were a chinita but you are not..just drunk last nyt??"..a big laugh from my big mouth answers him.which is until now i was fond to reminiscin' of..chinita??my eyes were not that bulgy but not closer to chinita!hahaha..i can admit closer to bulgy!wuahaha..that's why honey fond of capturing pics when we were on a nyt out drinking with the rest of the guys..how we both thank tequila specifically the "el jombre" with lemon for giving us both our direction to real life..real love.. by the way those time happens after a certain guy dumped me and i ask for a break up to the another guy i have during that time..i wasn't depressed neither hurt.. i just felt i'm a loser coz i didn't have anybody to accompany me..i admit i am flirty that moment.. that's why i become a tequila and mc fanatic..but just a flirt not a bitch...while on the otherhand huny was fond of playing girls around who shows interests on him..never thought could settle for being a playful guy...he's a bitch then..hahaha..i love you honey...it wasn't that bad but it wasn't that good..but still i want to thank everyone, evrybody and anything that leads me to you..no matter who made the first move, we know within we were happy and thankful for that moment..

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honey this is for you, i love you more...

You give me hope,

The strength, the will to keep on;

No one else can make me feel this way

And only you

Can bring out all the best I can do;

I believe you turn the tide

And make me feel real good inside.

You pushed me up

When I'm about to give up;

You're on my side when no one seems to listen

And if you go,

You know the tears can't help but show

You'll break this heart and tear it apart;

Then suddenly the madness starts



It's your smile,

Your face, your lips that I miss,

Those sweet little eyes that stare at me

And make me say,

I'm with you through all the way.

'Cause it's you

Who fills the emptiness in me;

It changes ev'rything, you see,

When I know I've got you with me





You pushed me up

When I'm about to give up;

You're on my side when no one seems to listen

And if you go,

You know the tears can't help but show

You'll break this heart and tear it apart;

Then suddenly the madness starts





It's your smile,

Your face, your lips that I miss,

Those sweet little eyes that stare at me

And make me say,

I'm with you through all the way.

'Cause it's you

Who fills the emptiness in me;

It changes ev'rything, you see,

When I know I've got you with me.





It's your smile,

Your face, your lips that I miss,

Those sweet little eyes that stare at me

And make me say,

I'm with you through all the way.

'Cause it's you

Who fills the emptiness in me;

It changes ev'rything, you see,

When I know I've got you with me.

honey buo n yan..kc its for you tlaga.. :p I loveyousomuch honeykoh..

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a success to life starts from pain..

whoa!..haixx nmn the title ayt?...it is simply about me on my new vice....i am developing a new vices..whew..such really a hard one!.,.this time it has a good benefit esp to my health..often times pertaining to vices where health harmfuls but now more opposite on it..i am now having my session with honey.. as we had our semi-complete expensive(ehem!honey bougth it all..cash basis!..hehehe yabang nuh!)gym equiptments after the recovery we had planned of doing these every morning..as also part of our bonding moments..actually we had planned about it since the time honey suddenly notice my sexiness had some fats..there it all starts..due to some serious consequences it had to be delayed..of coarse..but now we were up to it..we were really decided...urgh!..although its painfull!..really!..imagine i was just doing a simple session but my body really aches, esp the tummy part..it is the only part of my body i had to work out thats why the program really focused on it...but i do wanted to have my shape back again that's why i'm willing..it was hard for me coz i'm not used to it coz i was born sexy..hahahaha..for real..
heres our gym equiptment and my handsome, loving instructor..the picture was not yet complete with the others..it is the partial pics of what we had..^_^

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