Nothing Unusual

It's Monday today and nothing unusual happens. As huny came home in the morning I woke up at 10 am, mom ask me to look for the rental shop and my brother trying to irritate me everyday and a flirty maid around.That's how my day works everyday. Unless it's Wednesday , I will got to church, or Huny's off. That's an unusual thing cause every off we did unusual..hihihihi Today Huny just made another core 2 duo computer in a discounted price because it's a neighborhood dear to his mom. He finished it it 3 days left him no sleep and rest since it was not his off while he was purchasing the parts of the computer.Sometimes I don't like Huny's attitude of being so kind that leave nothing for himself. And mad about others who got the guts abuses him.

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Monthsary

Familiar of monthsary? We have been together for long but we never failed to celebrate monthsary. Every 24th is our day of the month. Sometimes I did not post anymore not because its an ordinary day or an ordinary story to tell.I am just either busy or overwhelm of that every day that I forgot to do so or too much of happiness that I am then typeless lol.Posting it today does not mean then that I am not happy to be typeless, I am just a little bit surprise. It's been days that we haven't seen each other well. We did see each other but never got a quality time together. I've been so very busy accompanying, teaching and giving  instruction with his sister. Since he was an IT  help-desk analyst in a BPO company it's a forever graveyard shift that we also did not have time to sleep together at night unless it's his off. Unfortunately during his off that was also the time that I am busy the whole day and so exhausted and tired arriving late at home. Earlier he arrived from work that I am at the market to buy what will mom going to cook for lunch. I am not around that when I saw him on our shop checking computer if there will be problem. He just smiled  at me and continue checking each computer. After lunch time while we were still at the table with mom and my brother having few little conversation when he get the cake from the fridge (another usual thing hihihihi). The new thing that I am so tats was the cake with "I love you so much and I will marry you whether you like it or not".weee.. Also the thought that it was in front of my mom and my brother. Huny is a shy type guy and never it crossed my mind that he can do it. But yes he did!. Unfortunately my brother did not let me to take a picture of it, he was a voracious eater and doesn't want the message on the cake live for even a minute.

 Happy Monthsary Huny.. I love you tidbits :D

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Next Project

We already have established a business and next to our plan is setting our own abode.
We are simply making our dreams one by one to be in reality. As of the moment having a grand wedding is not yet on our list of priority. We know that it is the most awaited event for us. But we have talked about this thing.
Maybe if only Huny decides for it, for sure we have already been married before two years ago. It is my decision not to have a wedding first. Practicality strikes me. First, marrying cost much and it is an all out expenses.We can't ask back our guest to pay for attending our wedding .lol.Though how simple it is , it still cost to our savings and in marrying one of the benefit of it is our relationship is blessed by God and tied in people's eye.
But its is an all out expenses and it is impractical to marry before and afterwards we can't provide even for ourself. We don't want to be like others we knew  that after having a grand wedding then in despair paying debts. It's a one day expensive happiness. I am not an old fashion conservative type though in my opposite Huny is an ultimate one, but he's already persuaded by gorgeous me.lol

As what I am saying then,after the business  our next project is our dream abode. Along with it are the  furniture that we are going to fill in inside of it. We have been browsing the internet to check for different styles for our prospect. I can feel it, we can start this next project very soon. [cross fingers and finger toes =)] Now that we have a business, huny a stable job, and me in my future career, then were up to next project..

photos from Final Achitecture

If possible and as much as we can, we would like to be our abode looks like this one.

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Sensitivity

From time that I have known the CC's topics, I again became the super parrot to my huny. Asking a lot to him, talking to him that much. I have to do a recap of our past current and future observations to each other in a way he will not going to notice it before I post an entry at Couple's Corner.hihihi

I therefore can share here in my entry that I am more sensitive than him. He says before I am so particular with every details that making each word if we are having an argument a big deal.That happens in our first year together, adjustment period. I am sensitive when it comes to his families needs. I am not disagreeing but I am the one who wants most for him to give help if he can to his family.Because I know what they feel cause in our family my brother provided the most. And I see to him that what was my brother did to us, he must or nearly do to his family and I don't want his siblings to get jealous to me like what I felt to my brother's girlfriends.And maybe its my fault and the reason why now we are having a problem to his family being so dependent to him. That's the only thing he describe me from being a sensitive person.

On the otherhand I am having a hard time to define Huny when it comes to sensitivity. First sensitive, He was if  I can't text him half of the day. He was accusing me of forgetting him at one time while he can't forget me in a second. Then, his sensitive to my guy friends and peers. He will let me be with them but I must reply to him if he texted me. He will not get mad but not going to smile me back if I arrived home. He's sensitive if I feel like too lazy assisting him but I am physically and emotionally very well, just a lazy day.. I think he just wanted him to be always my center of attention. {Pam pam}lol.Next insensitive, he was an ultimate to people around. As long as he said he's not doing anything wrong he doesn't mind others .When we are having little fight, he was so careless ito me.He's an extreme. No moderate channel for him if it talks about sensitivity and insensitivity . It's been years since we fought a little about this kind of topic. Maybe were used to it, or we already adopted each others perception with regards to it that's why this is no longer an issue to us. 

My share on today's Couple's Corner

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When Will I See You Again

It's been a month that dilemma passed and also a month that haven't seen the group.
My review buddies. Everybody is busy doing own stuffs. Some for career, some businesses and some were families.
Butch went home to California after review. Joy's husband already arrived and they were about to leave for Japan this December that's why she's busy processing their papers. Doctor was persuaded by his sister to reconcile with his mom so he can go to Canada.
Marj is busy to her SOLAS class.Zhel on her papers to Singapore and some were bum at home. It's so hard to book a get together since everyone is so busy. I just miss the guys I have been with for four months. The laughs, the little misunderstandings, lesson of each and everyones life story, the camaraderie and the joy being with. 

I Miss You Guys.

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Being Futuristic

I am fond of day dreaming. And I also shared that in my previous posts and other blogs. Those stuffs that I day dream are set to be my inspiration and goal that motivates me. I guess it is not just about daydreaming. Maybe its being futuristic to things that I want to happen in my life,in my life with huny and in my life with my family. I just set those as my goal. Planned earlier how can I achieve it.As of the moment I want to be sure that everything will be in proper pieces. Applying for a  temporary insurance is an idea brougth by Huny's officemate Kurrent. 
I have to be sure of everything because I wanted to make things that I have been planned to be in real. Kurrent brought up the idea to Huny. Kurrent already have a family and wanted to secure his self and his loved ones. At first I am quiet hesitant of it when huny shared me the thought of it because it is not included in our priorities. But upon seeing Piolo Pascual's advertisement it made me think again of agreeing with Huny.

As it says, life has no guarantee.Preparation is a must. At times, it is fine to be futuristic for oneself and for his or her family. It has the lots of advantages. And if ever things might not work as expected, at least we are prepared.

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Showing Some Interest

Huny starting to show his interest to blogging. I never ask him to be but all of a sudden he shows an interest recently. Huny have been member of different forum,sales and techy sites.When he was still active on buy and sell of gadgets and computer hardware designing. Now he just ask me what if he have a blog about computer hardware fixing and customizing. I am quite surprise of a thought but made me smile. He ask me year ago of customizing his soon to be web page. He actually fed me tools(software) that will help me and also informs me about SQL and web developing free program training somewhere near his office. He knows I like a lot tweaking html and css. Huny is not into social networking sites. As a matter of fact I made his face book account. He just need those networking site for business purposes. So I am thinking of how can he increase traffic if he is not into blog hopping. He just wanted to have a blog as his diary on what he learned and learning to. I am thinking further how I can monetize his blog for him..lol

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Father of Three

I have been so supportive with Huny when it regards to his family. I understand  not having a father beside and how to be the eldest and being responsible to your family. I know if huny had a choice he wouldn't like it to be this way. But he had no choice. There comes a time that I am almost giving up supporting him for his family but at the end of the day I chose not to because I love him much and love his loves ones too.Recently Huny expressed how he wanted to be free from obligation and responsibility to his family. I know that it's just a thought of being tired of.No  matter how I wanted to shout hurray I, still prefer said no, it's not the right thing to do. It was still his family. He was too much fed up of his siblings. Taking good care of his mom and a little sister is not a burden to Huny and I ,myself was fine with it. But taking good care of his sister with a toddler without a husband and a brother with a wife and just gave birth and a 1 year old son, I understand making him feel surrendering. The thing that put his boiling point to it's peak was the attitude of her so called sister in law. I also complaint and not like that lady. When we were living at Taguig, we (with me) encourage his younger brother to live with us. For his brother to took up vocational coarse since we live next to TESDA main. We are unaware that he had this mate known trough text somewhere in Nuevea Ecija. He was being told by huny not to have girl friend first because he need to at least took the vocational coarse first. He did not listen instead brought the lady into our house were we live and introduced to us. In my surprise he introduced it to us with the girl's traveling bag along and said that only going to stay just for a night because she came from the province. They just met that day, huny's brother said they have known each other about a month or so through text and calling each other.A night stay became days, it's going to be 2 days, the girl uses my stuffs without asking  and  never managed to clean the dishes where she ate.I did not ask her to be our nanny but at least clean the things she used and never ever touch my personal stuffs. It was as if we have a child at home that upon me and huny arriving home from work I have to clean first before we have a sit. It made me talk to her when she left her undergarments at the john.Huny and I talked about how we both don't like what was happening to our home when she arrived. Got nothing to say about his brother as a matter of fact I want him to be with us, because he can do task that I sometimes forgot or i can't attend to. I told her she can't stay any more. Huny dislike what his brother did of bringing his "girl friend" and told to send back the lady and go back to Cavite with his mom instead.  Another revelation that shocked me the girl was 2 years older than me and huny yet she did not managed to thinks if she's doing the right thing. To make it short the girl never leave his brother. His brother is only 19 years old. Continuously sleeping with huny's brother lead her to get pregnant. She has a complicated pregnancy and Huny seems to be the father of it because he provides everything  up until the first child born. That was Huny's second child to his siblings. His first was with her sister whom she sent to college and stopped due to unplanned and unwanted pregnancy. The first son of Huny.He was that good provider giving her sister a second chance to finished in college. But as of today her sister don't have a job. Poor Huny ,he still alone financing his family. When we are both working my salary is for us and his salary is for them. Now that we have this business it is strictly for our future together.The third son just born this Friday night. With her ever beloved errr sister in law. He was complaining that pregnancy is about 9 months to saved for. But even a single cent his brother and the girl doesn't have any. Another thing to be mad of , it was only 1 year old their eldest but the girl  buy new stuffs for the baby and don't want to used stuff from their first baby. That left them unaided to her delivery.And of coarse to whom they going into.. It's Huny again his third son. I know he felt so fed up but he can't do anything. His mom going crazy asking for anybody's help  for his brother so  he prefer might as good as  to him than to others. He utters what will happen if we have our own family. I am not a nice person but I told him that blessed those who help and it was him. Don't give up for your family but set limitations, so that they will learn.

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S9: Tell Her No

1. When was the last time that you had to tell someone that you loved, that the answer was no?

     Just a while ago, Huny wanted to play on line games and I said a big NO.He supposed to sleep because its been 29 hours that he's awake.He need some rest, must not abuse he's body.

2. When was the last time you visited a hospital?

     Wow It's kinda long.. It's been a year when mom was hospitalized.

3. If you were to start a club, what would the subject matter be, and what would you name it?

    Crossfire Club. (It is Huny and me were the founder ..hahaha) Crossfire is an on line game we were currently addicted to.

4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?

   Oh I always did..LOL

5. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?

    full of passion stare. (=

6. What really turns you on?

    intimate distance hahaha

7. What was your biggest mistake?

    trusting the untrusted persons

8. Tell us something totally random about yourself.

    I have this personality disorder Sublimation.

"Sublimation is a mechanism that the person experiencing extreme mood swings may direct energy away from the feelings building up inside and instead put this energy into something productive or life-giving such as helping others, instead of focusing on himself. Such individuals may also pour this energy into various forms of art, such as music, drawing, writing and painting."

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?

   My college friends, told I look like Juris of MYMP. And they like me to sing  songs of the said band.  

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My Claim Token

6WK3AM9WEERE

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Trust, Faith and Loyalty

I am not a type of woman whom easily trust a certain person.I am not that easy to fall in few sweetness, kindness and thoughtfulness. I see it as only tricks which innate  especially to guys. I am so much familiar how guys works and their flaws because I am surrounded by guys all my life and almost influenced me once in my life. Giving my trust is the hardest thing I can possibly do. I can give my everything but the last you could have is my trust. Maybe this was the result of past experiences. But once I give in, it will be forever yours. No doubt and sincerely be. We have almost been together for a year or so before I fully entrust him the whole me. It's hard for me to trust guys. I am very vocal to my past relationship that I am that kind especially to him. I was so lucky that he tried so hard and work so hard just to gain my trust for him.In his case he said no matter how hard for him to trust a liar me, he did because he wanted me to trust him in return. There were times before that I know, he knows I was lying yet he says he believes me and not questioned me at all. His friends doesn't like me at the very beginning because of my nature and I did understand them but he chooses me than those he had been with for 8 long years of friendship. We are not an "against all odds" story but only "all against me"..hahaha. And I do accept the fact they wanted  Huny to realize that he don't deserve me.  Huny have a strong faith that I can change. He strongly believe that there was a goodness in the devilish me.lol. He never surrenders bringing the good side of me. That his faith to me and to his love for me  now is one of our foundation  of today and our countless tomorrow.  And we both believe that in a short span of time were together, we have been tested by time, sins and flaws.I can say I have a long brown frizzy hair. hahaha. Talks about loyalty I won a million bucks if only I can gamble Huny's loyalty to me, cause Huny was so into it. My loyalty? Of coarse I am now.hahaha No one can beat my Huny on his patience, eagerness,enthusiasm and love for me. Will I ever think of being an unfaithful? na-ah!

Did I brag how good my Huny is?And leave myself falling down in a creek stating all my negas?..Ehehehe..  just sharing some of the reality of what we are. He was the one who thought me to be believe in the goodness of life. The goodness of true love and the power of it.

We did not start this relationship in perfect but we both know that this will lasts perfectly till the end of time.

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Business Mess

Our internet connection has currently down. Yes it is! And it really make me feel irritated, knowing that our internet cafe supposedly runs with an internet. It was really a big mess in the business. And I want to cursed that internet company for not notifying us on such maintenance they were doing or so! They are these kind of people who knows great about timing! They did their maintenance on weekends wherein the time that it is the peak day for our consumers. We can understand if they only just notify us but we heard nothing from them. We have upgraded our connection to a business status to expect more and faster connection but here's what we've got. I don't think it is fair to pay higher and receive less on what we are going to pay. Their sales person, technician and staffs are good on marketing with us regarding on upgrading the connection but when it comes to troubleshooting no one answeres to whom its responsibility it is! I am so mad about this disturbance they made on the business. The connection have been disconnected for 2 days and 3 nights andthey offer us to file for a rebate that costs 54 pesos! Oh my God! Who on earth will smile hearing that! It doesn't even pay for our one day sales! how much more for 2 day sale and it was the peak of the week. It is so unprofessional to Digitel Philippines having or giving such a service! If only we have any other choice!


I am sorry for the memes I joined,Dear Meme Gods and Goddesses if I am not going to participate   because this trouble really p*** me off. I 'll be going to post a double topic next..


I write this posts renting to an internet shop. Yeah an internet owner rents to competitors, not to spy but longing for a connection. :(

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Helping Each Other

I am still in dilemma of not making a success to my career that's why I am late posting this entry. And helping each other mostly appropriate to us as of this moment. I can feel how he always makes me feel that everything's okay. He never left me thinking alone, diverts my attention to those stories related about. And most especially he keep sending/saying me with his corniest joke. I appreciated most of his effort. I help him by making myself stronger. I know he suffers double than mine, he was hurt twice as I am feeling.

On the other hand, I am much of help to him just being  me.lol Kidding aside, I am a tough, boyish female. I have written here before that he's more feme than me. And it's my forte doing a males task than being left in the kitchen. I am of help by supporting him on his goals, working with and for him :D and supporting he's responsibilities. And just being by his side all the time he needs and wants me is a much big of help. :)

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