S9: Tell Her No

1. When was the last time that you had to tell someone that you loved, that the answer was no?

     Just a while ago, Huny wanted to play on line games and I said a big NO.He supposed to sleep because its been 29 hours that he's awake.He need some rest, must not abuse he's body.

2. When was the last time you visited a hospital?

     Wow It's kinda long.. It's been a year when mom was hospitalized.

3. If you were to start a club, what would the subject matter be, and what would you name it?

    Crossfire Club. (It is Huny and me were the founder ..hahaha) Crossfire is an on line game we were currently addicted to.

4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?

   Oh I always did..LOL

5. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?

    full of passion stare. (=

6. What really turns you on?

    intimate distance hahaha

7. What was your biggest mistake?

    trusting the untrusted persons

8. Tell us something totally random about yourself.

    I have this personality disorder Sublimation.

"Sublimation is a mechanism that the person experiencing extreme mood swings may direct energy away from the feelings building up inside and instead put this energy into something productive or life-giving such as helping others, instead of focusing on himself. Such individuals may also pour this energy into various forms of art, such as music, drawing, writing and painting."

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?

   My college friends, told I look like Juris of MYMP. And they like me to sing  songs of the said band.  

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My Claim Token

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Trust, Faith and Loyalty

I am not a type of woman whom easily trust a certain person.I am not that easy to fall in few sweetness, kindness and thoughtfulness. I see it as only tricks which innate  especially to guys. I am so much familiar how guys works and their flaws because I am surrounded by guys all my life and almost influenced me once in my life. Giving my trust is the hardest thing I can possibly do. I can give my everything but the last you could have is my trust. Maybe this was the result of past experiences. But once I give in, it will be forever yours. No doubt and sincerely be. We have almost been together for a year or so before I fully entrust him the whole me. It's hard for me to trust guys. I am very vocal to my past relationship that I am that kind especially to him. I was so lucky that he tried so hard and work so hard just to gain my trust for him.In his case he said no matter how hard for him to trust a liar me, he did because he wanted me to trust him in return. There were times before that I know, he knows I was lying yet he says he believes me and not questioned me at all. His friends doesn't like me at the very beginning because of my nature and I did understand them but he chooses me than those he had been with for 8 long years of friendship. We are not an "against all odds" story but only "all against me"..hahaha. And I do accept the fact they wanted  Huny to realize that he don't deserve me.  Huny have a strong faith that I can change. He strongly believe that there was a goodness in the devilish me.lol. He never surrenders bringing the good side of me. That his faith to me and to his love for me  now is one of our foundation  of today and our countless tomorrow.  And we both believe that in a short span of time were together, we have been tested by time, sins and flaws.I can say I have a long brown frizzy hair. hahaha. Talks about loyalty I won a million bucks if only I can gamble Huny's loyalty to me, cause Huny was so into it. My loyalty? Of coarse I am now.hahaha No one can beat my Huny on his patience, eagerness,enthusiasm and love for me. Will I ever think of being an unfaithful? na-ah!

Did I brag how good my Huny is?And leave myself falling down in a creek stating all my negas?..Ehehehe..  just sharing some of the reality of what we are. He was the one who thought me to be believe in the goodness of life. The goodness of true love and the power of it.

We did not start this relationship in perfect but we both know that this will lasts perfectly till the end of time.

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Business Mess

Our internet connection has currently down. Yes it is! And it really make me feel irritated, knowing that our internet cafe supposedly runs with an internet. It was really a big mess in the business. And I want to cursed that internet company for not notifying us on such maintenance they were doing or so! They are these kind of people who knows great about timing! They did their maintenance on weekends wherein the time that it is the peak day for our consumers. We can understand if they only just notify us but we heard nothing from them. We have upgraded our connection to a business status to expect more and faster connection but here's what we've got. I don't think it is fair to pay higher and receive less on what we are going to pay. Their sales person, technician and staffs are good on marketing with us regarding on upgrading the connection but when it comes to troubleshooting no one answeres to whom its responsibility it is! I am so mad about this disturbance they made on the business. The connection have been disconnected for 2 days and 3 nights andthey offer us to file for a rebate that costs 54 pesos! Oh my God! Who on earth will smile hearing that! It doesn't even pay for our one day sales! how much more for 2 day sale and it was the peak of the week. It is so unprofessional to Digitel Philippines having or giving such a service! If only we have any other choice!


I am sorry for the memes I joined,Dear Meme Gods and Goddesses if I am not going to participate   because this trouble really p*** me off. I 'll be going to post a double topic next..


I write this posts renting to an internet shop. Yeah an internet owner rents to competitors, not to spy but longing for a connection. :(

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Helping Each Other

I am still in dilemma of not making a success to my career that's why I am late posting this entry. And helping each other mostly appropriate to us as of this moment. I can feel how he always makes me feel that everything's okay. He never left me thinking alone, diverts my attention to those stories related about. And most especially he keep sending/saying me with his corniest joke. I appreciated most of his effort. I help him by making myself stronger. I know he suffers double than mine, he was hurt twice as I am feeling.

On the other hand, I am much of help to him just being  me.lol Kidding aside, I am a tough, boyish female. I have written here before that he's more feme than me. And it's my forte doing a males task than being left in the kitchen. I am of help by supporting him on his goals, working with and for him :D and supporting he's responsibilities. And just being by his side all the time he needs and wants me is a much big of help. :)

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