I Thank God for This Day

I can't thank God enough that angels sent you to your mom. You were born, nourished and grew up to be a better person. Your far from perfect yet we loves you that much. I guess that's the magic of love that binds us. Acceptance, understanding and loving despite and in spite of.  The moment I knew you seven years ago, you were far from that person now. Everyday your growing and maturing. Like a lady that blossoms beautifully, that's how you grew as well. Day by day turning into better and better person.

I know we sometimes have misunderstanding, conflicts and issues--- but we're surpassing all of those. We're not perfectly match made from heaven, instead we're two ultimately opposite individual who forced our love story to turned out to reality. Which we (isn't it? :D ) never regret doing so. We have a long journey waiting ahead of us and I know we will face it all together as a cheerful , tough and loving family.

Cheers to this day! The same day my heart melts (as it pours to yours :D ) . More birthdays Daddy. Second year we celebrated it as a family and another gift to you our baby boy :D (as you say so precious gifts enough you received from HIM).

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My Rainbow

Our marriage journey is not always heaven but one thing that is always present is a rainbow within. Though how hard the road were going thru and dark it maybe, there's always a little twinkling colorful light showing. We were not staying together because we should nor got no choice nor for the kids. We were staying together because that's what we both wanted. We both choose. And we both know that what we chose is always the best among all options.

I am always be thankful the day that I flirted with a guy that don't like me but got no choice but to take care of me that night just because of a friend's request.  I never imagined that it will be the start of my never ending rainbow. Though I can't see the pot of gold at the end, I am already thankful that my rainbow has no end.

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Happy Father's Day Daddy!

Thank you for the patience. You may not be the perfect husband but I know in her eyes you are a perfect dad. Though sometimes you were the same reason why she gets hurt, she know it still you who saved her. Don't worry only us (around) can notice that its your fault. :)  The important is your daughter believes you were always her hero.

Now that we're becoming four I am rooting for a bigger change. Bigger change from you, from me too and from our daughter as well. As we welcome our new member of the family there are lots of changes and I know some bumps on the roads as well but we can all surpass it as whole loving family.

Happy Father's day Daddy. We love you!

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Kung Fu Movies

Aside from remarkable English movies, husband is also a fan of kung fu movies. Since this kind of movies is not usually being seen at the big screen nor advertised much in tv, I am sometimes wondering where he got ideas of the title of those he downloaded. Specially most of the movies isn't titled as English. He have a lot of collection of this kind of movies. Actually I am not particular what to put on my title because basically I also don't know if all the movies I am describing he had is properly tagged to kung fu. As long as I watch with fight scene with no guns and sword except only martial arts, I assumed it's kung fu. He said his passion with those kind of movies started in his high school days. Wherein their rectors were giving the interns time to watch movies once in a while as form of relaxation or a breather after a week or so of focusing on studies and most of it were martial arts related movies. Since husband and I been together we never missed a week without watching this stuff. Good thing about watching it, it had lesser violence than any other action movies. It's less violent yet full of actions. Sometimes I get tired of it I felt like we're watching same movies over and over again but with the help of subtitle and understanding the story I can say it's worth watching besides most of the story is about dynasty and china's history.

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Just Give Me A Reason

My post title is exactly a song's title by an artist named Pink. I just love it's meaning and also the rhythm.

Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep
Things you never say to me
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
Oh we had everything
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everything
And its all in your mind
Yeah but this is happening
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh
You used to lie so close to me
Oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love, oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
Your not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Oh tears ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust but our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

It's been a while that I liked a song lyrics made from today's generation. Most of the new songs where shallow in meanings and sometimes just making a rhyme and it's all done. Reason why I prefer songs from the past. This one is the first that got me hooked for this year. Anyway Pink is my all time fave and she is not a newbie when it comes to music and also she was with my generation . No doubt she/her composer can make a good songs.

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