Thursday, November 24, 2011

Sixty Three

Hon,
It's our 63rd month being together. I never get tired of remembering from the very first day.. The day I told myself  "by hook or by crook he will be the one for me". The day you snob and just nod on me made me felt more challenged. hahaha. I never regrets those times I felt like giving up but gladly I didn't because of you being so childish, to your unintentional but extremely annoying flaw, slow and lack of priorities. 
Things has a lot different from then. You have changed a lot. Actually we both did.  I learned to love and accept all your best,flaws and even shortcomings. That's how our relationship works. Though how ultimately opposite we are from the very beginning of our cool love story, no one thought we will gonna make it last but we did and finally say our vows. Like any other love story, ours is not always a bed of roses. I wanna thank you for being cool in times like I m freaking mad at you. You still managed to make me smile though I've reached my boiling point. Maybe I just love you that much that though I am extremely mad it will easily fades with you making fun of our problems. Now we are a family. You still have those cliches that I am complaining but that didn't make me love you less. I appreciate you more being a loving daddy to Lyxn. More loving husband to me. Good provider than ever. I am thankful for everyday that you were showering us your love. For signing a contract of full time daddy and a husband. :)).    
Thank you for making me a person that I am today. Your love made me  a better person, better than before we met sixty three months ago.

Happy Sixty Three Huny/Dad. I love you much.


Saturday, November 19, 2011

Tears of Joy.. For Real?!!

I am not an emotional type. Or rather I am but never shown my emotion to others or even to the closest person. I am tough. Hubby rarely sees me cry. As much as I control my emotion not to cry. I sometimes think I am a real guy. That crying is a sign of weakness for me to describe. That's why I experience tears of joy/overwhelming once. Last valentines day was my first experienced of it. I was amazed that it can happen to me to cry a river because of happiness. After that cheesy valentine, I never experienced it again. Even after I gave birth. Or should I say I am just tired of the process am gone through and got no chance to emote. I am happy, extremely happy for her arrival. But wait there's more... Here's the main character of my post.. The father. Hubby. As the nurse in the nursery showed them our angel, unconsciously a tear fell. He don't want it to be obvious cause he's with my mom and tried to wiped it away but it was then seen by mom. And as a secretive and private person I thought he will not tell it to anyone. Surprisingly as I borrowed his phone after 48 hours, when I try to clear his sent items, accidentally I read his messages to his boss and our godparent priest sharing his feeling. 
hindi ko po napigilang maiyak faths nung nakita ko yung baby ko. ganun pala yun. I'm so very happy
Funny. I found it funny because I am not used to it that he will react that way and even told it to somebody but touching. I can feel how much he loves our princess. Every night though how dead tired he is, he still have time and energy to take care of his little girl. Lucky my princess right.