Sorry!!! My fault..

somebody told me to write something about cheating..hehe.. uhhm.. ok all i can say is..."NO COMMENT!!!"I can't defend myself so i had no choice but to comment nothing.. First of all i acknowledge what i've done and i already stated my side.. nasa sa'yo na kung panu ang pagkakaintindi mo with that. Secondly.. gus2 ko sana mag-sorry and ask your forgiveness.. alam ko and i admit my wrongs kahit na i keep on telling you the graveness and the extent of the things i've done but still kahit anong side i'm wrong talaga..and dahil ganun nasaktan kita.. i'm very very sorry tlga! sana mapatawad mo lang ako sa ngaun at kahit hindi mo na maibalik ung dating tiwala mo saken.. un na lang ang paghihirapan ko! Di'ba nga hindi nmn tlga binibigay ang tiwala gini-"gain" un ng isang tao para sya pagtiwalaan hanggang sa huli! Maybe yun na ang isang mahirap na consequence na kailangan ko harapin for doing such actions..And i'm very willing to do anything just to re-gain your trust.. Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na talagang mahal kita!!! Yun na lang muna sa ngaun.. Sana maging matibay pa tayo with this such trials saten..hehe.. As long as we feel na we still love each other let's hold on lang.. ganito tlga lyf! Full of unexpected trials..Kaya when i said na im different from the others, that's true and i mean it! kaya ko yun patunayan sa'yo bigyan mo lang ako ng sapat na suporta at lakas ng loob!!! hehe..Tandaan mo lang ndi ko nagawa ung ganung bagay kc ndi na kita mahal.. ndi totoo un, i assure you!!! Mahal na mahal kita my huny.. mwuah!!! See you later! Take care and God bless!

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i am tough i know i can

all these time though had a lot of probs, i try my best as much as possible to enjoy life still.. problems can't make me ruined my everything..still i can enjoy..unlike before facing or forgetting problems means drinking liquor, not now,not at all...during tough times i miss my guys, the drinks, the laughs the comforts.. but i know its different now, although they were still there and willing to accompany me, it wasn't a fine thoughts for me..i am so much thankful to all my peeps willingly offered their company to be with me in times of my sadness and trials..as you've always known, kha is kha..joyful, tough and a warrior..hehehe.. don't worry too much i can handle.. its a matter of acceptance to end it all then..the intervention?..hmmm let it be..wanna enjoy first!...how i missed in playing at inflatable giant balloons!..i really love it so much but unfortunately most of the inflatable balloons were only for kids..(i know i am now an adult but i still have the child in me)lol..thanks so much to "ate" the one who was in charge in it..she let us play and enjoy at the Adrenalin Rush at Mall of Asia!..

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see..never shows, i was in deep depression..hehehe

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tired of jumping around..pose(lol) for a break..*wink*

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trying my verzio cam..

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ever fave kero keropi now we've finally met hihihi

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There are Really Born Bitches on Earth

I've been a lazy blogger cause i am really sick!.. recently lots of conflicts crushing our relationship into the ground ..it wasn't yet fix at all but we were trying to do so..huny admits his mistakes and making up for all, but still i don't know why but i am not over it.. my hubby cheats!..he cheated on me..he wanted to justify that it wasn't really a cheat for giving me a reason that his realization comes beforehand that he can do to really cheat on me..before anything get worst he stopped and leave it as if it did not happened..but unfortunately i was a good researcher..accidentally i saw the mails and the accounts..it is way back 3 months ago, tho mails shows how he quits and only the girl keep on insisting to have a relationship with him..pursuing herself..the girl knew he was committed yet keep insisting.. what a shame on a nursing student of Manila Doctors to act that way..Be a mistress of a married man, offering herself willingly..to think that she was that young..a 19 year old bitch!..as huny have known that i found it out he keep explaining that he never continues..that if only i read the girls mail..but then for me he still cheats.. i don't know how to work it out now that i don't have enough trust on him.. but he asks for a second and last chance, I'm willing to give besides i have to think of how many struggles we've been through and i know this is just another obstacles in a couples life..
another conflicts that made it more serious and a hilarious fight.. a photo with another different bitch!..I'm not that malicious to photos but this time its different.. the girl had her score on me proving that she was flirting with my guy..huny was born super gentleman to females on earth..also not a malicious person in all of his acts and he also telling me everything everyday regarding how the girl her workmate behaves..he look it as a type of person that her workmate is what she was used to be to everybody and nothing more..but i never see it on the same way he saw..she was a certified flirt..she's a single mom, with a boyfriend(not the father of her son) now and a girlfriend too(a lesbian).. i will never ever going to trust her.. she keep on reigning her pride by saying that i am jealous at her..hmpf! ambisyosa! i have a lot more than her , then why should i?.. i approached her telling my thoughts about the pix but she reacts violently, and he also ask for his bf's support on pestering me.. she and her dumb boyfriend can't understand anything on what i am saying.. they act like bystanders.. un-etiquette and no values.. mind to all those who read this i found the picture on the page of the bitch, huny told neither he knew nor informed that her workmate was going to upload it..and upon seeing the picture the bitch hold the camera shutter... now then whose flirting?.. it wouldn't be that a big deal if only before she acts she respects people or be mindful to what others might say or think.. if she and her guy are that dumb then i can do nothing about it..poor people not blessed with brains..

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Holidays Escapades

instead of enjoying the holidays at our own vicinity(Calabarzon area) Huny and i prefer to sneak out into the rush busy hours of the city..while these parks celebrating or showing their own themes of the season..Ive been here at Serendra since the first time I knew it exist, but still I was always fascinated by its beauty,ambiance and atmosphere...I love capturing every site I was really fascinated to..I know I am not a photogenic type that's why myself wasn't included in some pictures..but i was craving for this shots..just a satisfaction for me..hehehe..actually these shots were incomplete..our shots from TGIF was deleted accidentally..(tsk..tsk..tsk..) that was the only shots that me and Huny had..that view from the top was taken when i was at 8th floor veranda of the Serendra Condo...the place was like a village mall..whoa!whoa!whoa! can't wait to get back here with my friends, but sadly it wasn't be these awesome for sure..hehehe

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2009 Resolution

have read on Happily ever after blog, she was asking an ideas about a resolution...well a s i was reading her post, i thought about mine..what was my new years resolution?..hmmm.. i often made that thing..most of the time if i decided this thing was my new years resolution but still i can't do it, follow it..it only giving me a hard time and guilt for myself..hehehe...but seriously now i have one..only one..due to the past arguments and conflicts with huny i promised myself to do this even if it's not a new year season..i promised to myself that as much as possible i will never get jealous..i was a victim of flirt ladies on my past relationship..no matter how my man was faithful but due to some instances which flirts made i was trapped in a situation wherein i was the one left out..i explained to Huny that he can't blame me if i haven't giving him my full trust though we were staying together that long..i was always worried.. he never stops explaining me that not all men are pigs..so far i can justify it with him but still i am afraid...My Huny is an irresistible guy,hardworking, handsome,gentleman,kind,polite etc..almost all of good traits wear by Huny..that's why i am a lot worried...i trusted him but not his environment..maybe its the resulted phobia due to my experiences...he told me just to trust him,that he is indeed a lot different from the others..from my past..haayy..it's really a hard thing for me but i have to take a risk,besides little by little he was proving his words..cross finger with prayers(lotS) i am now ready..

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