Monday, June 9, 2008

i'm full

i'm all fed up..napipikon n talaga q..bkit b pag my hassle sunud-sunod..bakit kelangang strike 2!.. un ang mahirap pag maxado ng maraming investment sau kahit gusto m mgalit mahihiya kang magalit xempre nga nmn masasabhan k ng para un lang at maxadong ng-iinarte or worst pinapalaki pa isyu..anu magagawa q eh pikon nko!.. auq matali sa utang n loob kaya nga pinagsisilbihan ei para man lang mkabawi ng paunti-unti... yan na nmn ang putang inang di cnsadya!..aup na dahilan nakakapuno talaga!.. wala magpapaka insensitive lang un.. lagi nmn ganun..lagi hindi naiintindihan at laging hindi alam..wat if i try to quit?..ngayon na mukhang there's something hmmm.. y not?..mukhang everything is going into worst nmn(pertaining to my own life ha..)kung samen man d p nmn ganun kworst..kaya pang ideny.. kaya pang magpretend na there's nothing wrong..astig nuh..nalulungkot nmn aq soobra..anu ba tamang gawin..keep in silence.. o ipaalam n na i'm feeling this na.. i rily don't know what to do..all i know is now i'm hurting.. i really am.. do i play a maryr type n b?..ihad this feeling na somehow auq malaman nia.. dhil eventually makakalimutan or maauz din..(sana) wat if this crap continues?.. can i? can i still hide for this.. nararamdaman q na nalulungkot n ko.. sa tambak na atraso .. sa iisang ofenz.. sa paulit ulit na sitch na sasagutin k lang ng pesteng "hindi q nmn alam"... matutuwa kb nun?..hayy it's true that life sucks!..an i feel the shit!..auq maging mean n! pero auq din maging bum nman for good!..

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