Huny is really making up..that grand life and everything as follows, i am not that tough not to be touch by his acts.. he told me sincerely that he itself was traumatized on what he did, what he suffer upon doing such foolishness.. I'm not at the stage of believing everything came out of his mouth but i am in the process of learning to trust him little by little.. he told me rather proposed to me to get married next year at exactly our anniversary..a church wedding at Rogationist College with his Best friend Priest Father Mariano Rondael to conduct the ceremony also famously known as Father B. He wanted to settle down with me, and deeply promised not to see for any other girl but me..Haixx as I was planning to review for my Nursing Liscensure Exam at Baguio with Bru there such this feeling of worries he might be again did the same mistake, but i have no choice but to trust him,i told him once is enough, no two nor three.. he only got one last chance and it's over.. i felt it was all a mistake, devoting myself to one person i just thought felt the same to me..he said he do, but now i don't believe.. as of now i was just letting things pass by to forget and heal me.. i am a different person.. indeed i know how unique i was... i can be so much loved someone and i can cursed i hated much..i am an extreme when i was hit emotionally..things will go on its better way.. i am praying for..Huny keep doing everything to be forgiven, and i still love him so, i think i will never forget what had happen but i can put it aside to make everything alright..
March 29, 2008Story Before my Graduation Day.. 
look at you dull headed Sharlette Romero
compare to me? huh! you are dreaming dear!!
I am born tough, kahit di ko na kaya, kelangan kaya pa rin... i hate awa..badly hate that thought.. i am in deeply hurt for all the trials had given.. i am different person.. i am unique.. after feeling that my life was really a grand here comes another revelation that really hurt me bad and fill my heart of anger... he actually let me believe that it was just a bitch chat mate, call mate.. never held her hand, never been together solely, but as i courted the bitch Sharlette Romero as Jasper Loem, she told me everything they (My hubby and the Bitch) had done.. now i know what was the "good things we have done"she's pertaining to into her flirty mails on my hubby... really got into trouble knowing that.. the moment we try to fix our problem the bitch Sharlette did on us i told huny that i will forget what had happen forgive him just tell me everything about it.. he really didn't tell any knowing that it's possible that i may know all of that shit because Sharlette is falling to Jasper(me).. well Sharlette really don't have brain.. sya mismo naglaglag ng sarili nia directly sa akin.. poor parents, they were upbringing a moron bitch.. lack of common sense and right feeling and attitude as well puro arte and gimik ang alam...also got the information that she was a professional cheater.. she really a terrible frustrated.. i understand cause she's not pretty, she had a good height but not a good posture,, a supposed to be nice skin but unmanageable and she wasn't even a fashionista..she's a certified fashion victim.. she's a dull headed bitch... compare urself dear..a terribly frustrated to have a boyfriend..don't ever imagine that you will gonna be loved by my huny... i set a date with the bitch as Jasper to meet her and confront her and also huny wanted to tell her how she was that flirt..in front of me.. never told huny to say this or that but say the truth on her face.. meeting her is grand feeling.. devilish on me..here's exactly what he told:
- Hubby: hindi ko alam bakit andali mong maniwala
- Hubby: maxado ka kasing malandi, kahit sino papatulan ka madali ka kasing makuha
- Hubby: hindi ikaw ang tipo ng babaeng mamahalin ko
- Hubby: asawa ko lang ang mamahalin ko, nagpatukso ko sayo dahil nga ang dali mong pasakayin
- Hubby: pasensya kn kung pinaglaruan lang kita
- Hubby: ikaw pa humahabol saken..
- Sharlette Romero: Sorry po..
- Me: Malandi k kasi
- Me: bilang Jasper naramdaman ko na malandi ka talaga.
- Me: naiintindihan ko na asawa ko kung bakit napilitan sya na patulan ka..
- Sharlette: Sorry po..
.. i know i am mean but not that mean.. i was just hurt and wanted to get even,, aside from it i believe in Karma.. Wait for your turn, and hopefully makayanan mo not being one of the patients at Pavilion 35 of National Center for Mental Heath..
I am the most evil lady you've ever met, i maybe dying soon but never gonna forgive and forget what you have caused on me..i cursed you Sharlette Romero..
