Clash Review Breather

(this was a good movie)

I started my comprehensive and refresher review last week and it was really a dizzy busy days. Good thing I am again learning new stuff about my field. One somehow disadvantage of it was, it really makes me busy and occupied every time. Today is our review breather. Yesterday Huny ask me for a date after my review. (and it is not me if I refuse lol)  It was his off and my review breather on Sunday so it will be fine if we have a casual date and breath for some time to our busy life. It was really a casual date that we used to do back when we were a month or two lovers. And we miss doing it. Way back before when we were dating we did window shopping, taking time while walking (at lahat pinapansin haha) . Chatting and took peak of every boutique or shops in the mall and  if tired,were going to buy a ticket for a movie taking rest at the movie house couch while enjoying the movie. It changes when Hun have his work at Manila. We only go to the mall if we have already decided what to buy and where to buy and about watching movie we will directly go to the movie house and after we will leave immediately. We don't have much time to hang around. 

Yesterday was a good old date. The date we used to do when we were first dating.

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Moving On

 Glad that Hun is moving on. Though I know it was not totally and I guess it will be really hard to totally moved on at least he's trying to work things out into better now. After what happened to his brother he was totally broke and very emotional about it. I never saw him that  way. Crying too much. crying when he awakes in the morning or in the middle of the night, before sleep, when alone and when talking topics about his brother and crying every little thing he remembers about Joel. It has been 17 days not enough time to be better that fast but at least not so depressed up until now. Slowly he was trying to accept things in less anger and hatred in his heart. It was a progress! Among to his family he was the least who accepts what had happened. He's been denial for about 11 days followed after anger and the rest as stages of grief(bargaining,depression) . Now he's in the last and better stage, the acceptance. I am so much happy for him. Thank you for the people who helped me guided Huny on his depression  stage. Thank you to those whom showed care for Huny. Thank you to Father Bubot for making Huny's faith more strengthen when it was weakened by his problems. Thank you to those whom helped and keep helping the family about the case. And most especially thank you Dear God for showing us as early  as now your works to the people who did the bad thing towards the family. I believe that you have your way for us but we never expects it to be right after immediately.

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Irresistible Hunk :D

It's been our[huny and I] joke these past few weeks. He call himself irresistible hunk. Hahaha really funny how he said and act the way how does an "irresistible" looks. He uses the term whenever he wanted to flirt [or make something awesome]lol.Parental Guidance is Advised =)) .Making myself busy reading my materials after doing routine task for him before going to work leave me no time for those "hot" stuffs. Recently he was that so eager to play tricks like he never used to do before! But honestly writing I love the new tricks hahaha. [naughty] 

                  

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If Only

 We went to Fr.B's mom wake last Saturday March 20, it was also the interment day.It was located at the Manila Memorial Park Paranaque at Funeraria Paz chapels. It was one of the appointments we've been that day. Fr. Bubot, I can say is Huny's best best friend. He really tell everything at him. [so huny is a kiss and tell type lol but it's ok he's a priest he can keep secrets hehehe] Everything happens to his life[his sins], our life together[our sins^_^], his family and almost all. It was  not a happy occasion we have had attended but seems every one in Fr. Bubot's family were happy to see Felix[or maybe to all interns as well].His siblings and friends. Fr. B mentioned that Hun is part of their family and really treated as one of them. The closeness and the treatment they showed to him was really flattering to see. They wanted to Huny and I[sabit lang talaga ko dahil kasama niya ko haha] stayed for long until the last mass before the interment at three in the afternoon but we can not due to Yek's graduation at four pm. We attended the mass held by Fr. Aldrin. It was a different feeling how I am so touched with the mass and stories about Nanay[ Fr. B's mom]. I never met her and by that time I told to myself that I wish I did. If only I'd say yes to Fr's invitation to accompany Huny every time he was invited to their house. I am not easily touched by those kind of moments especially if I did not personally knew the person. But I really don't know why I feel different. I took time to read  the big tarpaulin displayed at the chapel about Nanay's wonderful journey, words of wisdom and unforgettable days with her children. If only I could enumerate what I have read and stories have been shared to me about Nanay, you can also say if only you can meet her. Good bye Nanay as what Fr. Aldrin mentioned you've had or made your life meaningful for your family and people around you. You were one of a kind inspiration. There will be a chance to meet you in a better place. My prayers are with you.

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Toxic but Happy

This Saturday been a very hectic day for me. Huny and I have had lots of appointments attended. It is ok to have had lots of appointments if only it will reside in one place or about near will do so. But appointments made it differ due to the kilometers we have to went through to meet all those. It was just three important meetings. But those three as what I have told held in different places. First at Ortigas next to Paranaque and lastly to GMA Cavite. And appointments are time pressured! What a toxic day. Pity my other half he was so so tired at the end of the day. Literally end of the day we went home around 11:45 pm. He almost took advantages of chances taking a nap even in a tricycle for a 10 minutes less travel. I was so glad and proud for my huny. He tried his best to bears the tiring day. Imagine he came from a graveyard shift. He was awake and functioning from four in the afternoon Friday till eleven forty five in the evening Saturday. An additional strength for him that made him keep standing I guess, was the fact that he now[that day Saturday] have had another accomplishment made for his family. After an accomplishment  year 2008 of providing his family or making a better shelter to live on while keeping on providing for his younger sister's education in college.[ Huny is solely the bread winner of his mom and 4 siblings and two nephews] Today Yek now graduates! Another accomplishment that I know he was very very proud of. Good thing to my huny in few years he accomplished things he needed to do. While providing his family he also stand and provide for our future and me alone. Never imagined he would be that responsible when I met him. He was a non focused, not goal oriented, brat and also a freelancer before. He was changed a huge! And I am so proud of him! Kudos to huny! Though Yek once made a mistake disappointing you by having a baby at a young age, you were such a loving brother to hug and help her stand again. So proud of you! I love you more. :D

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