Stronger Together

Life is not always a fairy tale. It is not always a happily ever after. There were lots of challenges along the journey. Challenges that will make you weaken, almost surrender but then you will overcome and hone you as a person that will make you stronger. What makes it a sweet success is having a person beside you who supports you. Help you with the challenges. Never letting go of your hand during the tough times. Letting you know you're not alone. The one who will walk with you, smiling and saying we made it. And that's what makes me lucky.

I have this guy who is not perfect but never leaves me behind. He's like my David Taylor who will always saves the day. We have little fights and misunderstanding but we have ways to work things out. We may not be known as the best couple, however for us we were. It is a mutual understanding that we believe, we are destined and created for each other. We can make all things together and of course with God's provision. We are not perfect but we work with our imperfections. We have one goal and traveling to one same path of our journey. Understanding each weakness, being a strength of each other and celebrating together.
A little fact about us, my husband is my major source of spiritual healing. I am his emotional strength. For the record, I am not that evil ha. It just that I am not a believer of goodness at all times. My husband is. He always have benefit of the doubt for everything and everyone. I am not like him. I don't usually trust people. I have reservations for everyone. Except for my family. Then my husband has big strong body but a soft heart. He can't be alone at one place for a long period of time. He admittedly told me those were things he can't do.  For us, if you are weakened at some point, I am here to be your strength.  We don't have much of mellow drama or sweet flicks time but we have our unique ways letting each other feel you are important and our "  i love yous" Compromise, trust, respect, loyalty and love for each other is our fuel to all the challenges and to our life journey.



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Princess' First Summer Escapade

Easter Sunday to our place is the same day as ours feast. While most of our neighborhood busy preparing for something for their expected visitors our drama is different this time. This is the very first time we did not cooked for Easter Sunday since we lived here twenty five years ago. Yearly mom is always gaga preparing her recipe's every after holy week. It's also the time of the year aside from planned reunion, I got to see relatives from both sides. That's how they loves mom's cooking. It was actually my idea. Mom is not getting any younger anymore, and too much work isn't good at all. This is the time of her life wherein I want her to relax, chill and enjoy the pleasure of her hard work to us.   Preparations for such an occasions usually done by mom solely. I am not a good help for her. I ain't cook or even preparing ingredients is not my forte. Kitchen is totally not good for me especially if I am going to do it with mom. She can't take it moving around with me whom she describes as a turtle (she just moves extra fast when it's a kitchen thingy that's why! ). Instead of letting her be tired again as she was yearly I suggest if we could take a break. Plus the fact that we were currently in the process of business renovation. Everyday since March is a busy day. at first I was hesitant to ask her since it became a tradition to prepare every Easter Sunday. Gladly without thinking twice she said yes. And the ticket was paid a week before holy week. And I am so proud of myself that it's a blogging moolah that I spend to treat them. 

It's my Princess first Summer escapade. I am so happy seeing her enjoying the water. She isn't feeling good recently. She is in the process of teething. In addition, the weather this past few days was extremely hot. For a cuddable baby I have, she always feels uneasy and hot literally time to time. Probably one good reason why she immediately loves the water. I admit, I didn't fully enjoy all the attractions at the place where we went, but I don't care, I enjoy the moment most. Being my princess' slave is not a big deal. I don't want to give her to mom, cause I also want mom to enjoy the place.The moment she took a nap and mom was tired going around which was perfectly enough time to take our (hubby and I) moment to enjoy the place.

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Moving On

 Glad that Hun is moving on. Though I know it was not totally and I guess it will be really hard to totally moved on at least he's trying to work things out into better now. After what happened to his brother he was totally broke and very emotional about it. I never saw him that  way. Crying too much. crying when he awakes in the morning or in the middle of the night, before sleep, when alone and when talking topics about his brother and crying every little thing he remembers about Joel. It has been 17 days not enough time to be better that fast but at least not so depressed up until now. Slowly he was trying to accept things in less anger and hatred in his heart. It was a progress! Among to his family he was the least who accepts what had happened. He's been denial for about 11 days followed after anger and the rest as stages of grief(bargaining,depression) . Now he's in the last and better stage, the acceptance. I am so much happy for him. Thank you for the people who helped me guided Huny on his depression  stage. Thank you to those whom showed care for Huny. Thank you to Father Bubot for making Huny's faith more strengthen when it was weakened by his problems. Thank you to those whom helped and keep helping the family about the case. And most especially thank you Dear God for showing us as early  as now your works to the people who did the bad thing towards the family. I believe that you have your way for us but we never expects it to be right after immediately.

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The New Abode

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again for the fifth time we m0ved to a better nest..hehe this time it was closed to what i am dreaming of my real own h0me. Painted green and tiled green..How i love green except veggies of course.. Though the new abode was smaller than the previous one but i think this time its the best we've got with the friendly budget to0... Seems we will be staying here for that l0ng.. Welc0me to the new home...

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sense of responsibility

matapos ang lahat ng pangyayari sa nakaraang buong linggo,now i've realized that starting a new life..again and again..i keep doing such same mistakes into my life though nobody reacting or condemning me for that mistakes..i know someone sees me ..and i'm guilty..i really am..but as mom and i talked, i learned another lesson in my life..she's now giving me my responsibility for my own..it is rare and very different feeling wherein i had to decide on my own without informing her..i am free and i can have mistakes for as i was the only gonna be affected for my faults and failures.... rather than now giving me the free will with her awareness..mas masarap pa rin pala tlaga gumawa ng hindi tama at walang nakakaalan(sa sarili mong plagay lang) kesa sa maging legal ang lahat at lagi k ng mag iingat dahil my masasaktan na sa bawat pagkakamali m bukod sa sarili mo..nakakatuwa oo dahil my makakaramay ka..pero iba pa rin ang feeling..ayoko my nasasaktang ibang tao lalo na kung mahal q at dahilan ay pagkakamali q..maluwang sa loob na mabigat pa rin..confusing?ayt?..its just that i can't really express or explain what i'm feelin' ryt now..how confused am i and at the same time how thankfull..me and my brothers were really blessed!..for having the coolest mom n the universe..she's very different and very rare to have.. i have some conflicts with mom from the past,,a very serious conflict that affects me as i grew up that doesn't fades away but i think i can forget..slowly..for the sake of all..me and her and person involves..though they didn't knew that i know a lot!everything!..haixx...enough of it nasasad lang c aku...kwento q sana what had happened. aun nga i was confined without anybody in the family knows..kalokohan q kaya i had ro suffer alone..thank you hon for always being there and staying at my life.. look how far we made it..nakakaya n ntin kahit tau lang..i'm so thankful were that tough!..but know what?..dami qng what ifs..what if it failed?,what if it may lead to death..what if we can't make even one...what if i'm useless..i'm afraid..not for myself but for you..ayoko madissappoint ka..ayoko masaktan kita..but as u were saying be positive nga lang db..malapit nko maniwala sa power of love mu..hihihi..basta whatever happens its a promise still..i love u so much honey..with all my heart...mwuah..mwuah..nami2ss tuloy kita..hmpf!..

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so proud of you ...

Women’s Soccer team ends their season with two home defeats to finish 2-12 on the year.

Franklin, Ma.—The Dean Women’s soccer team lost their two final regular season games in respectful manner this weekend. On Saturday Dean lost 4-0 to Holyoke CC, and on Sunday they lost 5-2 to Manchester CC. Both games were a bit closer then the score showed with Holyoke The Manchester game was 3-1 and 4-2 at times but the Bulldogs could not get that second goal to make the game a match. scoring two in the last five minutes to break the game open.

Sophomores playing in their final game of the Season were Tessa Belardo, Megan McDowell, Elicia Depietro, Jessica Rocker, and Elizabeth Gamache. All five players, had wonderful seasons and should be proud of the way they fought through each and every game. “I want to personally thank all the players for sticking together throughout a tough season and working hard for each other even when things hit rock bottom at times. This team showed a lot of class and character throughout the whole season and I am very proud of the way they handled themselves on and off the pitch” Coach Hopkins.

The Bulldogs finished their record at 2-12 for the season which was one more victory then the year before. Leading in points for the team was Megan McDowell with seven goals and 1 assist

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an article i read upon surfing the net..found out that one of the mentioned name in here was my best buddy, team mate, good old friend and our former goal keeper..so proud they're team made it..nakakatuwang isipin ang dearest tessa namen making her best at the soccer league ..tinuloy nia pa rin tlaga ang paglalaro kahit na last tym she play here with the rest of the team mates ay na injured xa..cmple lang naman ang nangyari her ankle was traumatized and had to undergo series of treatment...she was a born athlete talaga kahit nasasaktan na keep on playing pa rin..i remember our team's motto.."no pain no game"..aun khit puro pain tuloy pa rin..from v-ball at pwu tennis player and soccer player now..galing di ba..she was the only 1 in the team pursuing our dreams..nice one tessa!..hep hep hooray!..

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dated may 04 2008

sobrang pagod and feel sick tlaga kuh..but i have to be strong kasi walang tutulong kay hiney..this is the date na lilipat na kami sa new and own haws namen..sarap ng feeling..slowly honey is making my dreams and wants come true!..ganyan xa ksweet!..every night i am thanking god for giving him to me..na sobrang swerte ko kasi xa ang kaxama ko ngayon..ang sya ko talaga having him..also lucky na rin..nweiz back to the topic..aun nga kahit sick aq need q mgpretend na ok lng..aun nagtaxi kami taz padating dun aun ang dearest cuzin q ei pinaghintay b nman kame ng hanggang 12 midnyt..saya di ba..ang sama n ng pakiramdam kuh..with v/s of temp 38.1 pr 56 hr 15 bp 90/70..i know it wasn't a normal s/s..sobrang nabadtrip talaga kuh! at nahiya aq ke honey..badtrip talaga relatives ei...

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War+War=Love pa Rin

puro kame warlalou ni honey koh..ewan panu kame nakasurvive..know wat this is our b-date..still magkagalit pa rin kame..the last time kasi i found out n my baby n pala ang soulmate q at bestfrend ni honey.. c sean daniel..born last feb 15 2008..shocked talaga q pag dating kuh dun..ang soulmate q 2 n ang baby!....super pretty and talented ng baby nicole ng frend q..imagine kabisado ng baby kuh n un ang bahay kubo!no mpause ha!as in!.pati ang hawak kamay ni yeng constantino!shala db!bryt!..un ang root ng away namen ni honey..napahiya kc q wen i say na susunduin aq ni honey and hindi xa dumating..aun natulog kame ng magkaaway..day after nun bday n namen..d pa rin kame ok pero since i want to have a good day that day aun magkaxama kme khit my tampo pa..pag uwi namen he told me to close the door nainis pa q kasi inuutusan nia q..un pala there's a ring..wow!so beautiful and lovely..natouched aq subra...bumili p c honey ng chiffon chocolate mousse at red ribbon..sweet ni honey nuh..nakakatwa kasi un c honey koh d marunong magsorry verbally un..pero always sorry na xa by his actions daw..kasi daw action speaks louder daw!..isa pa mahina dn kc boses nia..hahahaha...i love you honey..love you more love you most...love you always..

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