Monday, June 29, 2009

Feeling of Bored


I have a very happy and non-complicated life, I have a good job yet I felt like somethig is missing..I don't know why I felt this kind of feeling.. I was looking for something new, yet I don't know what specifically is..I just feel like I want to be into something I never been and I am in a grudge to be with it immediately... I am aiming too high, I am being greedy to opportunities (I guess)Blood of being a risk-taker attacking on me again..... Maybe because I again had people who believes a lot in me..I never loses them but for some reason i do need to be separated to them... They were giving me again an urge to aim high.. I admit as I have my hon with me I learned to dream of simple things, simple happiness and simple success.. Because he thought me that way, being simple and having simple life would make people to be contented... Now i wanted to pursue my old plans, partially regardless of being physically separated to honey,.. But I do have this mind-setting that it is for us.. Not being selfishly deciding but its for real, it would both benefited us and both our family especially his.. As we go along our journey together I witnessed what are the things he needed to settle first, I once said that I am a family oriented upraised that's why I do understand the needs he needed to fulfill first. He did ask for marriage and our plan for our wedding was already in the process and were on about of preparing for that grand day of us. I know that thing could wait.. Another more year, two or three.. I now wanted to pursue career abroad, I now wanted to continue my own direct career.. I even wanted to plan for her younger sister's future(my bad I know but I just felt that way, my opinions,suggestions and decisions even if its for his family was always been regarded).. For so many times I have been and keep on experiencing how God has been so good to me, if He still would give me the opportunities which is I am expecting I'll be glad and so very thankful for it.. My dreams includes everybody around me.. I surely assure all the people I love especially those who trust and believe in me would be benefited as I decide..I just wanted to breath my thoughts and confusions I am feeling now..

Friday, June 26, 2009

35th together




it was a 35th month together last June 24. its been so long that i haven't post here about our special day, bear me hon for that, its not that i forgot but instead you know how busy i am recently.. and besides you knew how i treasured those moments its just that i am really lack of time to post and share it.. And yep here I post for our 35th together, tnx for the revenge of the fallen date though it was late that night and you were tired from work you did have time and energy to celebrate .. later the main day we do have our conflict for a simple little thing, you fetch me at work as early as 6 am and we attend the Wednesday mass at Baclaran, a breakfast at Mr Finger licking good and afterwards the conflict..hahaha funny that little stuff but you really piss my mood that day, knowing its our day..(i don't know if i had to blame it to lack of sleep)*wink*.. but you still made up before the day ends.. you came home with a cake and chocolates i love most and give me a tight and loving hug.. At least i knew that you knew what was your mistake and that's enough.. I tried to ask by being an actress just to be excused to work, but sups are really strict they didn't let me to leave for work, but you waited me for some time at the lobby.. thank you for that and thank you for the patience.. i know recently Ive been a horrible brat yet still you were there to be patient, understand and listen.. I know your pride is 7 footer higher than you but you were crushing that to the ground just and only for me.. thank you honey.. thank you for being with me, partially pampering me and fully patiently loving me.. I can't wait for that time of the year.. i love you so much.. happy 35th together.
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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Sama-sama Rogasyonista Matapos ang 2 Dekada

Always be Their home
  • The interns with Bro. Ed (separate Reunion Celebration)

My post title was the theme for Hon's Alumni homecoming.. And we were part of it.. Hon ask me to come with him on their Alumni Homecoming.. At first I was hesitant cause what would be my role in there.. A question that has been answered by my Hon.. " you will go with me cause I want you to know the people whom I am with half of my life and to be proud that you are my Honey".. eee wow! that was so sweet.. I am not expecting too much either a little that it would be his reason of bringing me there.. Well then thank you so much hon..

I got some photos of the Rogationist College Tagaytay c/o Pau

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  • Hallway to Auditorium
  • The college library
  • This is the place were hon and the rest of interns stays..
  • Their auditorium
  • On the renovation of their refectory
Of coarse the Homecoming program starts at 4 in the afternoon, As always expected we arrived there at 8 in the evening.. We arrive in groups which is composed of Hon, me, C2, Bru, Joseph and my newly met (also for Bru) intern, Michael Banta as Kiki...Nice pseudo name ayt?...hehehe some photos of the night event was with honey's kept.. now i have a copy of those and I'll post some..
  • True Faith on Rogationist College' Stage

Seems my honey was so loved by all.. He seemed to be a politician.. Upon entering unto his Alma Matter my hands, my feet and the rest of the groups fingers not enough to count how many have had acknowledge him..whoa! his indeed popular?!.. I am amazed! .. I cant describe the smile on his face being with the familiar guys/people of his life.. he brother assistants, the priest, even the guards, school helpers, canteen staff and so on.. Maybe my guy was really a nice guy.. The program has its band guest, the True Faith. I let hon mingling with his friends. I don't mind if he leave me with Bru cause I know he missed those guys..

  • Father B. also chat with me, and we do have some pics at hon's fone but unfortunately it was not a nice shot, but we do have a couple of pix in Fr.B's digicam .. Father B. keep building up how Felix was when he is with them, even the other Brother Assistant I've talk with.. hahaha All through this years being with him I know he is nice but not too much..

  • I also met the females whom before and still dreaming of Felix.(someone still keeping Huny's pic).hahahaha.. I really got a long wavy hair..Lolz.. I am envied by others...

  • after the moment at the Rogationist we went to Carlos Pizza for some chats(applicable for them) with Kathy, their class president on the last year in High school. Jen also a classmate in fourth year.. Julie ann the frustrated ever in love to honey..Marianne and Janice a batch mate and the rest of interns..

  • They look so happy-together..hahahaha
  • Naughty, tipsy Lhekkz

  • With Kiki and the younger batch of Interns

The celebration wasn't over at the chats, we went to a bar and drink huge beers, Maianne and Janice were eliminated to the group, they chose not to stay cause they said it's too late.. while Kathy asking for treat to huny which of coarse honey did.. He treated Kathy for her requested cocktail the "sex on the beach and so Huny didn't forget "his admirer to treat too.. that was hon used to be.. After some time at the bar Jen, Kathy and Julie leave and we, me and Bru were the left flowers among the torns lol.. the party was not over yet they chose to have some coffee at Starbucks.. full of laughs, full of jokes.. Girls didn't seem to appear that night silly jokes arrised..
Bru and I while watching the guys


23 minus 13

Child at heart will never ever fades..here are some of my favorite movies..





Since then I enjoyed movies made for kids.. And since 3g movies were best watch at i max i enjoy it more..... It's double date as usual me, hon, bru andc2.. we watched the Monster vs Alien movie.. how I enjoyed taking shots at the main characters of the movie.. but i love most of them was BOB..hehehehe

  • I replaced Janarnomica..hahahaha

  • Hon with the team..he was Insectosaurus buddy hahahaha
  • 24ever with lovely BOB

  • I was trying toimmitate Bob..hehehehe

The New Abode






again for the fifth time we m0ved to a better nest..hehe this time it was closed to what i am dreaming of my real own h0me. Painted green and tiled green..How i love green except veggies of course.. Though the new abode was smaller than the previous one but i think this time its the best we've got with the friendly budget to0... Seems we will be staying here for that l0ng.. Welc0me to the new home...