Saturday, January 24, 2009

There are Really Born Bitches on Earth


I've been a lazy blogger cause i am really sick!.. recently lots of conflicts crushing our relationship into the ground ..it wasn't yet fix at all but we were trying to do so..huny admits his mistakes and making up for all, but still i don't know why but i am not over it.. my hubby cheats!..he cheated on me..he wanted to justify that it wasn't really a cheat for giving me a reason that his realization comes beforehand that he can do to really cheat on me..before anything get worst he stopped and leave it as if it did not happened..but unfortunately i was a good researcher..accidentally i saw the mails and the accounts..it is way back 3 months ago, tho mails shows how he quits and only the girl keep on insisting to have a relationship with him..pursuing herself..the girl knew he was committed yet keep insisting.. what a shame on a nursing student of Manila Doctors to act that way..Be a mistress of a married man, offering herself willingly..to think that she was that young..a 19 year old bitch!..as huny have known that i found it out he keep explaining that he never continues..that if only i read the girls mail..but then for me he still cheats.. i don't know how to work it out now that i don't have enough trust on him.. but he asks for a second and last chance, I'm willing to give besides i have to think of how many struggles we've been through and i know this is just another obstacles in a couples life..
another conflicts that made it more serious and a hilarious fight.. a photo with another different bitch!..I'm not that malicious to photos but this time its different.. the girl had her score on me proving that she was flirting with my guy..huny was born super gentleman to females on earth..also not a malicious person in all of his acts and he also telling me everything everyday regarding how the girl her workmate behaves..he look it as a type of person that her workmate is what she was used to be to everybody and nothing more..but i never see it on the same way he saw..she was a certified flirt..she's a single mom, with a boyfriend(not the father of her son) now and a girlfriend too(a lesbian).. i will never ever going to trust her.. she keep on reigning her pride by saying that i am jealous at her..hmpf! ambisyosa! i have a lot more than her , then why should i?.. i approached her telling my thoughts about the pix but she reacts violently, and he also ask for his bf's support on pestering me.. she and her dumb boyfriend can't understand anything on what i am saying.. they act like bystanders.. un-etiquette and no values.. mind to all those who read this i found the picture on the page of the bitch, huny told neither he knew nor informed that her workmate was going to upload it..and upon seeing the picture the bitch hold the camera shutter... now then whose flirting?.. it wouldn't be that a big deal if only before she acts she respects people or be mindful to what others might say or think.. if she and her guy are that dumb then i can do nothing about it..poor people not blessed with brains..


Friday, January 2, 2009

Holidays Escapades






instead of enjoying the holidays at our own vicinity(Calabarzon area) Huny and i prefer to sneak out into the rush busy hours of the city..while these parks celebrating or showing their own themes of the season..Ive been here at Serendra since the first time I knew it exist, but still I was always fascinated by its beauty,ambiance and atmosphere...I love capturing every site I was really fascinated to..I know I am not a photogenic type that's why myself wasn't included in some pictures..but i was craving for this shots..just a satisfaction for me..hehehe..actually these shots were incomplete..our shots from TGIF was deleted accidentally..(tsk..tsk..tsk..) that was the only shots that me and Huny had..that view from the top was taken when i was at 8th floor veranda of the Serendra Condo...the place was like a village mall..whoa!whoa!whoa! can't wait to get back here with my friends, but sadly it wasn't be these awesome for sure..hehehe

Thursday, January 1, 2009

2009 Resolution


have read on Happily ever after blog, she was asking an ideas about a resolution...well a s i was reading her post, i thought about mine..what was my new years resolution?..hmmm.. i often made that thing..most of the time if i decided this thing was my new years resolution but still i can't do it, follow it..it only giving me a hard time and guilt for myself..hehehe...but seriously now i have one..only one..due to the past arguments and conflicts with huny i promised myself to do this even if it's not a new year season..i promised to myself that as much as possible i will never get jealous..i was a victim of flirt ladies on my past relationship..no matter how my man was faithful but due to some instances which flirts made i was trapped in a situation wherein i was the one left out..i explained to Huny that he can't blame me if i haven't giving him my full trust though we were staying together that long..i was always worried.. he never stops explaining me that not all men are pigs..so far i can justify it with him but still i am afraid...My Huny is an irresistible guy,hardworking, handsome,gentleman,kind,polite etc..almost all of good traits wear by Huny..that's why i am a lot worried...i trusted him but not his environment..maybe its the resulted phobia due to my experiences...he told me just to trust him,that he is indeed a lot different from the others..from my past..haayy..it's really a hard thing for me but i have to take a risk,besides little by little he was proving his words..cross finger with prayers(lotS) i am now ready..

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I have babies!

Meet Irish the cat and Fritz..Fritz is my first baby..huny gave it to me on our last anniversary after we went to Tagaytay..a huggable with brown lovely eyes..he's like a baby boy..hihihi..love buying him shirts...on his lap its Irish, the 2nd one..our adopted kitten,unfortunately(cry) she was murdered..Hmpf..by a gay bwisita..she was soaked into a drum full of water lead her to death..huny and i really felt bad upon seeing her corpse.

and this is the youngest,chinky..a black monokoroo boo.. this is certainly a surprise from huny..I never asked nor let huny saw i was craving for this stuff,aside from its rare and if seen so expensive naman, i never asked him to buy me one..also due to practicality I guess..well..well..now i have it..and really love it..i don't want the pinkish pig..it's so common and can be seen everywhere..now i was saving for the white boo..i really want this stuffs..


Soon we're going to have a 4th baby..chie-chie..a puppy..so fat and lovely too.. i let mom first to take care of him until he was ready to be mine..hehehehe

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The best conversation of all times..

this picture taken last year December..same Christmas season.. as i can say last year was the toughest year passed in our life(me and huny)..we have been given so much trials and burden as well....but after all we've been through it and keeping the trust,support and love alive... i don't know what's within this season why we are always on rough road of our journey...This year we again had a lot of misunderstanding that lead us not to be together during our 28th month together which is also a Christmas eve..it makes me feel hurt a lot, thinking the whole day without him..i have post that i was thinking hilariously..recently our misunderstanding have been more deeper and complicated.. words said had been more hurtful unlike before..no one surrenders, no one drops precious pride.. gladly at the end before our day officially ends he decided to fix it all.. forget and start again..let the hurtful words spoken vanished by ones forgiveness..(that's what he always taught to me)..we celebrate the eve together, with forgiveness in our hearts and love to each other.. last night we had a very very best conversation of all times.. we talked as if we never talked before..we talked like strangers..from the beginning of our life together until the present life we had and our future life together..we never had this kind of conversation..Huny always says yes, nod and just let me be the one to lead..his my good follower... but now he speaks, he ruled and he says what's on his mind..then award! our problems were now solved!...nothing best solution rather than a very best conversation..hehehe.. i love you huny..Happy Holidays!!..i will upload our latest pic if i got it from his phone..wink*